sarcastic attitude

Introducing TIPMedia.Net!!

2009-09-24T18:00:00.000+08:00

Introducing TIPMedia.Net!!

Their little trailer ;)
What is TIPMedia.Net?!
It's a blog run by 2 Business IT students from Ngee Ann Poly, which takes its readers through their 6-month attachment. Besides documenting their (hopeful)progress, they'll post up useful links, some interesting encounters, and everything else that grants them the title 'Peeps-With-Issues'.

What the FRUITPASTE is 'TIP'?
It stands for Technopreneurship Incubation Programme. Still don't understand what it is?

Neither do they!!

All they know is that they've gotta create an IT Business, with planned side projects of IT Awareness and Community Service. They need your help in commenting, and maybe even chip in some ideas that you may have!

Follow them as they take you to new heights of utilizing the web to the fullest! Or just watch out for their crazy escapades in search of success as technopreneurs!

How can you say no to faces like this?

They'll be waiting for you!

http://tipmedia.net/

friends.

2009-09-23T22:30:00.005+08:00

people regret when they did not cherish their loved ones when they are around.
they feel sad and remorseful not treating them better..

but how should a person feel when she loses her loved ones even though she cherishes them so much?
:(
its so saddening.
its such a painful ordeal to go through..

now its the two of us, seperated from the 3 of them..
2 of which have been with since i entered poly.
they had be friends i cherished so much.
& the ones i felt blessed to have...
:'(

huishan, whom i loved the company a lot, who was such a dear friend.
huishan, whom we made fun of; the joy, the soul of the group.

& yeeling, the one i love to talk to. the one i adored for her confidence.
yeeling, the friend i can crap with about all the relationship rubbish, the one who teams up with me to disturb huishan..

not forgetting vicky, the new addition to our group..
the funny one. the loving one. the cheerful one.

i'll miss all of them so, so dearly.
:'(
it makes me wanna cry.

hope we can meet up for lunches, for study sessions or to go out!
i still hope our friendship would not end just like this..
hope we can still be classmates next time.

sorry cheryl, to have caused you to be seperated from the rest too:(
& thank you for being there for me all these while.
i'll try my best next time too!

its tough not to hate yourself.
cos i totally do.
:(

jaane.

2009-09-22T17:16:00.004+08:00

showing only 3 posts at a time.
& no archives.
im sealing my past.

had this super nice dream yesterday.
not my hubby who starred, but Z's.
shant share it here. its for only the two of us.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
may the dream come true!

good day! :)
i've cleared stage1 of driving WOOOOTS~
:D

jaane.

2009-09-20T14:01:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BELATED 21st BIRTHDAY WORMY!
hope youre working hard in the states!
we miss you! :(

hahah:/ i know i should have sesored the last pic. lol.

i got my hair rebonded again cos i cant freaking stand my curls.

& my bloody fringe.

but i regret, cos i guess its too straight for my liking as well...

ROARRRRRR.

results were out 2 days ago too.

pretty satisfied with it i guess?

but i was so sure i could at least get an A for PMKT.

:( damn you marketing!

ended up with a B+.

and a B for drama too.

im super happy with my AAA results, a billion thanks to ms phoon for her help.

saved me big time.

really glad to see many many friends who did super well.

ariana, jasmine, puvin etc..

God really blesses.

i got my blessings too, and i thank God for that.

Heaven helps those who helps themselves.

i'll work even harder next time!

:DDDD

now i wish i can still continue to get into the same class as cheryl and the rest.

they are really great classmates and friends to have.

23sept 3pm -choosing of class.

1oct -choosing of I&E.

2oct -FTT!

ahhhhhh, God, please bless me one more time!

&i've been thinking a lot about idolism.

maybe people arent as perfect as we think they are..

im sure no one is perfect.

but should conservatism be part of what is taken as perfection?

jaane.

Tsubomi.

2009-09-09T20:56:00.002+08:00

The Flower Bud
Even if tears spilled from a sweat covered smile, no one could tell.
Thats why I don't know you're crying.

Its still burning, lighting up my heart
i received from you the tender light, proof of unconditional love

While being enveloped by the gentle spot under the sun, i whisper into your back
even if a day like this comes again
surely, surely, surely, you would be able to understand

Vanishing and blooming, this year too the flower bud is waiting for me
the petal dancing in the wind that my palm can't grasp
stops on the shoulder lightly
skillfully riding it and showing a smile, i remember you by myself
in the valley of buildings, sometimes buried dreams bud too
isn't that what makes flowers bloom? you can't choose where your dreams will blossom

The silhouettes we dropped on this town, they're all looking for the light
even as time overlaps and flows over itself
surely, surely, surely the day we grow out of this will come

On the breezeless track, the beautiful sky of may feels blue and lonely
the motionless scattered clouds will always be floating
there is no place i can return to anymore
this is the way i am, in the whispering wind it dances to the ground with a flash, my tears

On the verge of dropping, once more the re-opening petals, like you,
gave time and again silent encouragement to these hands

Vanishing and blooming, this year too, the flower bud is waiting for me
even now i still can't catch the dreams you painted

蕾
涙　こぼしても　汗にまみれた笑顔の中じゃ

誰も気付いてはくれない
だから　あなたの涙を僕は知らない

絶やす事無く　僕の心に　灯されていた
優しい明かりは　あなたがくれた　理由なき愛のあかし

柔らかな日だまりが包む　背中に　ポツリ　話しかけながら

いつかこんな日が来る事も
きっと　きっと　きっと　わかってたはずなのに

消えそうに　咲きそうな　蕾が　今年も僕を待ってる
掌じゃ　掴めない　風に踊る花びら
立ち止まる肩にヒラリ
上手に乗せて　笑って見せた　あなたを思い出す　一人

散り際に　もう一度　開く花びらは　あなたのように
聴こえない　頑張れを　握った両手に　何度もくれた

消えそうに　咲きそうな　蕾が　今年も僕を待ってる
今もまだ　掴めない　あなたと描いた夢
立ち止まる　僕のそばで
優しく開く　笑顔のような　蕾を探してる　空に

Tsubomi
Namida koboshitemo ase ni mamireta egao no naka ja

Dare mo kidzuite wa kurenai
Dakara anata no namida wo boku wa shiranai

Tayasu kotonaku boku no kokoro ni tomosareteita
Yasashii akari wa anata ga kureta riyuu naki ai no akashi

Yawarakana hidamari ga tsutsumu senaka ni botsuri hanashi kakenagara

Itsuka konna hi ga kuru koto mo
Kitto, kitto, kitto, wakatteta hazu na no ni

Kiesou ni sakisou na tsubomi ga kotoshi mo boku wo matteru
Tenohira ja tsukamenai kaze ni odorohanabira
Tachidomaru kata ni hirari
Jouzu ni nosete waratte miseta anata wo omoidasu hitori

Biru no tanima ni umoreta yume wo itsuka mebuite
Hana wo sagasu darou shinjita yume wa saku basho wo erabanai

Bokura kono machi ni otosareta kageboushi minna hikari wo sagashite
Kasanari au toki no nagare mo
Kitto, kitto, kitto, oikoseru hi ga kuru sa

Kaze no nai senro michi go gatsu no misora wa aoku sabishiku
Ugokanai chigiregumo itsu made mo ukabeteta
Doko ni mo mou modorenai
Boku no you da to sasayaku kaze nikirari mai ochiteku namida

Chirigiwa ni mou ichido hiraku hanabira wa anata no you ni
kikoenai ganbare wo nigitta ryoute ni nando mo kureta

Kiesou ni sakisou na tsubomi ga kotoshi mo boku wo matteru
Ima mo mada tsukamenai anata to egaita yume
Tachidomaru boku no soba de
Yasashiku hiraku egao no you na tsubomi wo sagashiteru sora ni

love.

2009-09-09T20:30:00.002+08:00

baby i love you crazy.
one more time.

a little bit more of those good times.

went out with Z♥, Limei (FINALLY AFTER SO LONGGGG), HuiXiang &KaiFeng.
many thanks to Z for mrt-ing with me. or i'd probably rot and die.
:)
after LONGGGGGGGG waits, everyone arrived.
i missed limei so much! :(
it'll be better if winnie was there.. sigh.
winnie, soon okay? PROMISE!

after stuffing ourselves with foooooood, we went to have desserts/tea at coffee club.
yummy stuff. :D
chat lotsa stuff, poor zoe kena attack. HAHAHAHA. *grins*
huang, peace arh. hahah!

drew out the seating arrangement of 4darwins.
we remembered everyone in the end (thanks to the wonders of limei&zoe's brains) lol.

& i realized that even though we lead different, seperate lives right now,
the love that we shared will always bring us back
to those immature times or laughter and immense joy of school.
the togetherness that could never be replaced by other friends..
the experiences that we shared that made everyone of us
a child of 4Darwin'07.
Thank you my friends.
Thank you Mr OngKhaiMing.
♥ ♥ ♥

bbdc-ing tmr again.
more FTPs. its killing the hell out of me.
i keep failing cos i couldnt be bothered to read the questions properly.
pffft.
1220-1400.
people, please ignore me if you see me there.
(huang, you are NOT to ignore me though. haha)

i've been going out so often these days that i feel bad.
:/
other than bbdc-driving,
a promised meet-up with derrel&Z♥&P♥
plus another date with Z♥ to shop at bugis
& a trip to JeanYip to fix my "mane" pfffft.
and shopping dates to buy more clothes.

my holidays are pretty much gone.
:(
sighs.
&i still have RESCUE & BUZZER BEAT to watch!
i seriously need more dozes of yamassupi!

watch 24hr TV people!
i'll put the links up soon! its very touching!
you'll cry!
:S

jaane.

2009-09-07T21:52:00.002+08:00

CSJH (Female version of DBSK) is gooooood stuff.
they arent that pretty though..
not all of them are. lol :X
but they have amazing voices.
i want my own acapella/singing band too!
:'(

Sukoshi De Li Kara (A little bit of good)
+
Just For One (CSJH +Jaejoong)
=
GOOOOOOOD STUFF

Big Fat Manifesto & The Taker
finished those books, nice.
seriously. tells girls that guys are jerks.
yet again, some other guys who arent the hottest catch are the nice ones.
hmmmm. fallacy of association?
who cares.

anyways, the books are quite bitchy. haha!
:/

WINNIE FOR FTLs ROCKS BIG TIME!
SHAHIRAH FOR FTL1.01 KICKS ASS!
:D
had my first driving practical.
marvellous stuff. nearly went on the curb for turning to fast.
and driving too fast (according to the instructor)
though i was what, 40kmph on the average? -.-
but everyone was pissed off, and overtaking me! >:(
okay fine, for turning its too fast hahaha.
i mixed up the brake pedal and accelerator la.
got too nervous during turns.

but for the first practical lesson, i drove outside bbdc.
achievement eh. good instructor.
i likeeeeeee. fast fast get license!
GO GO GO!

-went TopOne (karaoke) with "lotus bells" (ie. ah lian-vicky, ah hua-huishan and ah ling-yeeling)
-watched a few movies with my loves.
YearOne was the most disgusting show i have ever watched.
Jack Black actually ate shit in the show. i almost puked. like REAL puke. my stomach twisted to bad.. -.- and the rest of the show is more of less sexual talk. disgusting. ZERO STARS!
ILoveYouBethCooper is nice. the girl is so hot.
TheProposal, best of all. Super sweet show for couples and zoe to cry in. haha!
XiaDaoXiao was some local show i watched with lotusbells+cheryl. stupid show, but fun to see people scream:D

went out with zoe to orchard ion today.
foooood galore. :D
good stuff. love shopping with Z.
we end up shopping for food mostly though lol.
thanks for today darling.

still thinking if i should go out on wed, after another series of FTP.
:(
all the way to clark quay is superrrrrrr stupid.
have aca practice at night too. :/
sighs.

busy busy holidays!

8/9 - FTP
9/9 - FTP
11/9 - Practical
14/9 - FTP & FTE
15/9 - Practical
16/9 -Practical
22/9 - Practical
23/9 - Practical
7/10 - Practical
21/10 - Practical

acapella practices on wednesday nights.
need to go cut hair etc with mummy.
need to stock up my wardrobe.
wanna read more books!
need to catch up with more darlings.

words.

2009-09-01T15:52:00.009+08:00

what the hell happened to my eyes-.-

decided to upload some pics i randomly found.
people have been complaining my posts are only words. pfffft.

beautiful sunset scenery of my house ♥

sixth day of the holidays and my life is getting to boring to comprehend.

pfffffffft.

i neeeeeed a day out.

or rather, a month out.

i need a job. i need something to burn time.

like seriously.

before i start smelling like last week's thrown out vegetables...

rotting in the yard.

cola bottles should be made bio-degradable!

(okay no link to smelly vegetables but whatever)

J-Dorama:

Zettai Kareshi (Absolute Boyfriend) is really nice.

Night is so every girl's dream, only more delicate in a way than humans.

well, robots requires servicing and repairing, plus upgrading eh?

anyways, Night (Mokomichi Hayami -an actor and model) is half jap, half fillipino!

i guess everyone with japanese blood is hot~

i cant believe the japanese pop singer Ayaka is married!

well, on 22Feb this year.. and she's married to Hiro Mizushima (ie. soushi in zettai kareshi!)

*jumps jumps*

i guess its alright. one's a good actor. one is a singer with a huge voice.

Okaeri is niceeeeeeeeeeeee~ (zettai kareshi's theme song)

okay and i noticed Saki Aibu (Riiko) acts in Buzzer Beat in yamapi's new showwww!

as his girlfriend i think, a cheerleader.

hmmm, of the hottest possible basketballer.

not something very new isnt it-.-

but pi-chan is too kawaii (cute) and kakkoii (cool) and hansamu (handsome) to be trueeee.

~.~

gonna wait until all the episodes are up online then shall chiongggggg!

J-Pop:

okay now my personal j-news.

my sister is crazily hooked to tegoshi. like s-e-r-i-o-u-s-l-y.

-.-

i bet she had watched more tegoshi-related variety shows in the past week than i had in the past (almost) 2 years of NEWS-ing. lol.

and she keeps asking me for more.

and since ain is going to buy some korean entertainment agency ten years down the road, im going to take over johnny entertainment!!!

*dreams and starts to drool*

lol.

then i can have yamapi all for myself. and i shall neglect all the other bands and focus all the resources on NEWSSSSSS!

i am so going to get my hands on the new tegomass album and single!

like for soooooooo long, i've been saying...

:/ waiting for the right opportunity now.

*eyes the calander*

shall shop at yesasia in a while! lol.

Holiday Schedule:

2/9/2009 Wed

The Proposal @3.15pm

With S♥&Z♥ at CCK

4/9/2009 Fri
Final Theory Lesson 1 @9:50-11:30am

(Collecting PDL -FINALLY- after that)

6/9/2009 Sun

Final Theory Lesson 2 @9.50-11.30am

7/9/2009 Mon

Date with Z♥

8/9/2009 Tue
Final Theory Practice @9.50-10.35am &10.45-11.30am

9/9/2009 Wed

Final Theory Practice @9.50-10.35am &10.45-11.30am

FTE&FTT to be booked soon!

awwww aint it cute:D

jail dogs :S

baby chester!

pissed off.

2009-08-26T23:43:00.003+08:00

FREEEEEEEEEEEE-DOOM.

that sucks.

you know what.
my last paper today, only 1 question wrong.
there goes my AD or A or B+.
FOOOOOOOOK!

the question ask EOQ.
im like whats EOQ, how to find-.-
then i anyhow use another value.
and the bloody formula is given.
just like that, 8 marks flew away.
wtf.
im freaking pissed off now.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

&&& my carelessness made me lose 10marks for AAA too.
seriously, bloody shit.

kenny, im not jealous please.
i have more girlfriends that you. LOL.
besides, i have better looking guy friends. bahahaha!

okay.
so the freedom is here.
i better get an A for SOM or im going to cry my guts out.
stupid foooking careless mistake.
-.- and i knew all along, how to do.
just didnt bothered to check for formulas.
PISSED OFF.

i seriously am.
f.

jaane.

one down, three to go.

2009-08-21T11:47:00.006+08:00

One down, Three to go.

im far to complacent about my studies. freak it.
i think i didnt do well today.
for real.

freaking nostro&vostro, bloody URC, shit that collection finance methods.
irritating letter of credit, annoying methods of payment, stupid benefits of letter of credit.
i've lost what, 20marks at least?
i still have to thank God for helping me though, i deserve to fail.
haha:/

&the worst has yet to come.
faggot.
most memory work -principles of marketing tmr at 9am.
most annoying and difficult -accounting, applications and analysis.
most retarted yet need a lot of memorizing -service operations management.

a school is built in a way,
it is made to make students
hate what they learn...
no matter what it is,
no matter how they fare.

a school is a monsterous tool,
created to torture young people,
and making them age faster.

a school was started by a great master
who thought for the well-being of people
yet cursed from generations to generations
of poor students struggling
to keep afloat in lectures, tutorials and examinations.

what an irony.
pffffffffffft. freak you.

PISSED OFF.

jaane.

blogging with sha's lappy

2009-08-17T15:07:00.002+08:00

okay im blogging because she says my blog is boring.

wow like it isnt when i blog-.-

gahhhh.

okay im almost done with PMKT note taking,

left the last lecture. siansssssss.

write until hand break alr. pffft.

the rest, not revised yet omgggg. :(

im soooooo damn screwed.

tmr onwards, shall mug FIT.

3days. i NEED to freaking understand the damn thing.

its so damn difficult! :(

GRRRRRRRRR.

SOM, shall study the day before exams, next tuesday.

cant freaking wait for exams to end.

26August, come QUICK.

sian, the summer festival is at CHANGI.

worse, its like at night. (duh)

and worst of all, its during exam period.

22August NIGHT. and monday, there is freaking AAA exam

WHICH I DESPERATELY NEED TO PASS PFFFFFFT.

so i giving up my ticket.

and there, i missed a chance of meeting my prospective husband-to-be.

SIGH.

-.-

jrkor should be in Illinous (sp) alr.

somewhere in/near Chicago la.

i guess he should have reached school.

gorilla cried so much when he left i felt sad for jwkor.

cos she didnt cry at all when he left.

and i didnt cry MUCH when jrkor left on saturday night.

:'(

imma strong girl.

yaye.

but i love jrkor, wormy more.

sighhhhhs take care dude.

call home soon! we're waiting for your call damn it!

jaane.

stand by U -dongbangshinki

2009-08-04T23:29:00.003+08:00

Stand by U -DBSK

君がさよならを告げずに出て行ったあの日から
この街の景色や匂いが変わった気がするよ
君のすべてになりたくて交わした約束も
果たされないまま思い出に変わってしまう

ひとりきりで君が泣いたあの時すぐに飛んで行けば
今もまだ君は僕の横にいてくれた?
できるならばもう一度言いたかった大好きって
君への思いを溢れ出した言葉も今は届かない

君はどこにいて誰とどこにいて
どんな服を着て何して笑ってるんだろう
僕はここにいて今もここにいて
君と二人でまた会えると信じているよ

変わらず想っているよ
君だけ想っているよ

結んだ髪の後ろ姿に君を重ねて
振り返る知らぬ誰かに何度も勘違いした
着信があるたび君の名前を期待したり
かっこ悪い毎日ばかり過ぎていくよ

忘れないは言って嘘で本当は忘れたくないだけ
強がりが僕らしさならばもういらない
君がいなきゃ何にも感じない幸せって
どう頑張ってみても零れ落ちた涙はすぐに止まらない

君はどこにいて誰とどこにいて
どんな服を着て何して笑ってるんだろう
僕はここにいて今もここにいて
君と二人でまた会えると信じているよ

だから今こうして僕はまたひとり君の名前呼んでる
これ以上切なさを抱きしめていけるわけなどないよ
でもそれしかないんだよ

君がいるだけで輝いて見えた
あの頃は二度と戻ってはこないけど
何が起こっても何を失っても
君を愛したこと決して忘れたくない

君がどこにいて誰とどこにいて
どんな夢を見て何して笑っていても
ずっとここにいて今もここにいて
君といつの日か逢えると信じているよ

変わらず想っているよ
君だけ想っているよ
変わらず想っているよ
君だけ想っているよ

Since the day you left without a word of goodbye
I feel that the scenery around me has changed.
The promise I made
that I would become your everything
and the incomplete memories
have also changed.

When you were crying by yourself back then,
if only had I run to you
you would still be by my side.
If I was given one more chance,
I would tell you once again
that I love you.
But the words that contain my overflowing feelings
cannot reach you anymore.

Where are you now?
Who are you with?
What kind of clothes are you wearing?
What are you doing and laughing at?
I am right here.
Even now, I am right here.
And I still believe that we will see each other again.

This feeling won't change
You're the only one I'm thinking of.

Just once more,
I want you to stand at my back with your tied hair
asking me "Guess who it is~~~"
and expecting me to say out your name.
Just the two of us being silly like that day by day.

I can't forget you,
But the truth is, I don't want to forget you.
I can't feel even a bit of happiness
because you're not by my side.
No matter how hard I try,
I'll end up crying
and my tears just won't stop.

Where are you now?
Who are you with?
What kind of clothes are you wearing?
What are you doing and laughing at?
I am right here.
Even now, I am right here.
I still believe that we will see each other again.

Therefore, I am right here
singing the song by myself.
Even though I don't have any reason to embrace this pain anymore,
I can't help doing it.

Even if I know that the days
when you were by my side making my world shine
won't come back again,
and no matter what will happen,
no matter how far I'm lost,
I never ever want to forget that my heart has chosen to love you.

No matter where you are,
no matter who you are with,
no matter what kind of dream you are dreaming of,
or what you are doing and laughing at,
I will be here forever.
Even now, I am right here,
believing in a day that we will meet again.

This feeling won't change,
you are the only one I'm thinking of.
This feeling won't change,
you are the only one I'm thinking of.

the lyrics rock man. sighhhhhhhhhh.
:'S

2009-08-03T19:48:00.002+08:00

huishan, no more I JUST FINISHED TYPING OUT THE AAA TUTORIAL.
hahahahha-.-

okay im f-i-n-a-l-l-y updating again, and i doubt i'll update anytime soon.
im not into blogging these days, thanks to the damn eportfolio.
GRRRRRRR.
sucked my entre weekend away.
sigh. a lot of crap, a lot of self-praising..
http://wonglimin.wordpress.com
its so much easier to use la-.-
only that the themes arent as nice as blogger ones..
i guess i'll switch over some day.. hmmmmmmmmmmm.

slept 5hours last night doing the work, woke up at 7am to prepare to send daddy to airport.
:( super tired, super brain-frying headache last night.
couldnt even walk straight... X.X
went to food hunt, ended up at some bedok south market, sucked-.-
ate nasi lemak and i felt to 'lemak-ed' after that.
almost puked lol.

had mac's for lunch with the lian-hua-ling.
-.- (lotus bell) HAHAHHAHA. -err, lotus = lian hua right? :/-
whatever la.
they hs and yl like anything also can bicker one eh-.-
then vicky is like the errr, kena bullied one.
(instead of hs when its the 4 of us ie. cheryl, yl, hs and myself)
LOLLLLLLLLL.
im like so drained after the food + walking home.
just stare at them in amusement lol.

did my aaa tutorial. im feeling like im getting the hold of the chapters this new tutor have taught.
damn the old one for wasting 7 weeks of my tutorial life.
!#$%^&*">?<
anyhow do som. cant be bothered alr.

slept for 2hours.
woke up for a horrible dinner i forced myself to finish.
-.- i feel so fat LOL.
(i AM fat so whatever)

FIT-ing now.
sucks. tmr, i just hope i wont screw up too badly.

whole body ache.
:(

jaane.

2009-07-28T22:55:00.002+08:00

just finished typing out the AAA tutorial. i'll have to print it out now-.-
stupid shit.

bad news:
my darling Felipe Massa would not be able to drive in the near future, and his racing career might be cut short due to the accident.
he wouldnt be able to continue to drive at least for this season..
:'(
SIGH. such a talented person...
read monday's/sunday's straits times, sports section and you'll find the information.
damn sad to even type it here.
:( i hope he gets well soon.

FIT almost there already.
recorded whats necessary and the slides are done.
thanks to hs and cheryl especially for the proposal. super womans.
so thats one down. presentation next week though:(
Q&A session. shit. shit. shit.

PMKT presentation tomorrow.
gahhhh and i havent typed my speech out yet WHAT THE SHIT?!
:(
need to chiong now, if not i die. siansssssssss.
it'll be another one down. cant wait.

e-portfolio. someone help me with the blogger layout pleaseeeeeeee.
HATE IT. SO MUCH THINGS TO DO.
DAMN YOU, SCHOOL!
>:(

need to study for jap.
ARGHHHHH SO PISSED.
:( tests are killing my interests for it already.
so frustrating eh.

hs, dont emo leh.
you emo, i also very :( eh.
and you ACCESS DENIED me from your blog! ROARRRR!

jaane.

2009-07-27T23:01:00.002+08:00

passed btt.
:D in what, 15mins or less?
i was stoning there wondering whether to click END TEST or go review my answers.
but i decided to heck care when someone stood up. LOL.
the guy beside me (an uncle) cheated la!
he so kanchiong go start first, before we are allowed to actually...
then first qn stare so long-.-
i almost reached out to choose the answer for him la!
-.-
im like telling myself,
SLOWLY DO. SLOWLY. HAVE A LOT OF TIME..
then end up i second to leave the class.
(there was a hot caucasian. i think he's brazilian eh. GAHAHA)
i have a thing for brazilian guys too now omg. FELIPE MASSA~

but im still loyal to MY yamapi okay!
:'D
i cant wait till exams are over!
I WANNA FANGIRL! OMGOMGOMG!

FIT project to be done tmr. voice over. damn the stupid extra required efforts.
wednesday is PMKT project presentation.
need to do up e-portfolio. and im so stuck on the stupid layouts.
fag blogger. fag wordpress. fag xanga. fag lj.
pffffffffffffft.
so tough la, doing something to praise oneself.
its SO not my expertise! :(

jap speaking test on thursday.
havent revised yet! sigh.
i think i'll repeat the 103 alr-.-
still dream about skipping 104. WTH FAT HOPE.

huanghuang, what's the hw for SEDP?
:/ is there any? sighs.

turning to the vicious cycle of depression.

jaane.

driving hazards.

2009-07-26T21:57:00.002+08:00

F1 news filtered by me.

1. Last Saturday; F2 driver John Surtees passed away after a fatal accident after being struck by a tire from another car during the race. he crashed into a barrier after that :( (videos can be seen on youtube)

2. My favourite F1 ferrari racer, Felipe Massa got hit by a loose part (spring) of another car yesterday during the qualifying rounds. He crashed into a barrier too. luckily for him, its just concussion, skull fractures and not death. He's had his surgery and is under induced coma right now. :( i hope he's fine..

3. Fernando Alonso retired after losing his front tire just now in the finals. he was leading first, and went into the pits early due to a shaky rear tire. then, his front tire punctured and subsequently flew off. luckily, he was already at the end and it was clear at his back. if not, there might by another John Surtees case. super unlucky, i'd say. first to the last.

4. Lewis Hamilton got his 10th victory, he got it easy this time! Poor Alonso and Massa! :(

5. Im glad Kimi Raikkonen came in 2nd in the end. THREE CHEERS FERRARI! :D it was a good start for him. and a close one too.. Flew from 7th position to 2nd! WOOHOOO~

gahhh. i didnt know it was so dangerous.. i hope massa's alright and can continue driving or rather, racing.. get well soon! :(

BTT tmr at 9.15 to 10.05am. GAHHHH. i hope i'll pass. SERIOUSLY.

cant wait to fangirl.

jaane.

night of the shooting star.

2009-07-23T21:26:00.002+08:00

Night of the Shooting Star

A sharp rip athwart my scalp;
the next thing I felt –
warm wetness spreading through my locks,
soak the shoulders of my top.
I could hear the dripping thuds on the ground beneath
as I got devoured by the brutal throb.
The rusty, stomach twisting reek,
smeared the dusty stench of parched brick.

And I thought I saw the light;
through the darkness of the night –
I discount the ache of my wrecked body,
Hauled myself toward what seemed an angel,
as the shadows consumed me,
engulfed me to eternal gloom.

I couldn’t find the eyes to see,
and I felt so intensely wee.
I couldn’t locate my mouth to speak,
to answer that velvety preach.
Where dreams are made to-be,
cherish that twinkle of glee.
The tear of the sky,
the reflection in her eye.

Thank you, my angel.
Goodbye.

thats my poem inspirated by a movie of the same title, for my SEDP assignment.
the front, actually is an adaptation of Twilight. i changed the words LOL. & of course, added some of my own stuff.. :X
lol. im not anywhere near being such a awesome writer.
sighs.

screwed jap test today.
im so gonna fail.
i dont know more than half the questions.
and i got many mistakes.
f it.

DEPRESSEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

jaane.

2009-07-18T21:24:00.003+08:00

gahhhh i know i havent been blogging for a billion years alr.
:/ ever since im 18? HAHAHA.
i guess its just because i feel that this blog is not safe to rant at anymore.
anyways, cos im not into the xanga thing (its too diff to use), i back!
hahaha-.-
S, I WANNA WATCH UP!
i updated okay!

since zoe blogged about her introductory poem,
i shall blog mine too.
it sucks more.
pffffffffffffft.

With no inspirations, entertainment,
there's nothing more of a torment
than to come out with something original,
and not sound sarcastically critical.
I'm Limin for you to remember,
and Lemon for you to ~~desire~~.

yes i know it sucks.
especially the last word.
its so OUT. -.-
i mean, DESIRE ME?
pfffffffffffft. i know, DREAM ON.

life's so tiring its SHIT.
projects, tutorials, lectures, driving.
im getting fat just sitting here typing this already.
pfft.
i shall go on a fruits detox diet alr.
all the food from the buffets SHALL get out of my system!
hahahaha-.-
(i wont stick to it anyways)

im pissed off with pmkt.
its kind of completed already though:/
now, theres FIT.
shit this stuff.

BTE tmr.
i changed by BTT to 27July.
so i wasted another errr, 6bucks.
in addition to the 17+bucks for missing the basic theory lesson1.
BBDC sucks money!
i spent 80bucks just for basic theory!
gahhhhh.

things arent looking good again (travelling part)..
maybe going on a cruise at the end of november.
maybe going to america to find jrkor there.
maybe meeting him at hokkaido instead.
MAYBE.
daddy's too busy and tired to go overseas.
sigh.
cant i just go by myself?
:(

i dread these dates:
19July -Basic Theory Evaluation
23July -JwKor goes back to Australia
27July -Basic Theory Test
15August? -Goodbye JrKor. See you in 9months:(
EndAugust -FINALS SHITTTTTT.

WOOOO!
CAILING LIKES YAMAPI TOO!
(or at least AGREES that he is hot)
hahahah!

i want tegomass' new album & single!
:(
someone, donate $100 to me can?

God, please bless me.
jaane.

happy birthday to me.

2009-06-25T18:46:00.003+08:00

tired from camp.
my voice now is like super sexy la.
lucky there is no aca practice this week...
-.-
whole body ache.
bahhhh.

anyways, camp rocked! :D
ADARATS (Adams Family & RUGRATS) ROCKED MY SOCKSS~
WOOOOOOOO!!!
everyone was nice and fun.
the guys were super funny, and the girls were just so enthu!
i loveeeeeeeeee~
:)
hope to see them soon.
&&especially for the events!

anyways, today was pretty alright.
got to meet up with APS just now.
superrrrrrrr excited!
and stupid Z lied to me. pffffft.
make me disappointed only la! say she'll only be back from hk on the 26th, so cant go out with us today...
but actually she's back since like 23rd?
pffffffft.
it was actually her surprise plan. haha.
and she's under quarantine orders:(
so yeah:(
its okay girl! your call surprised (more of SHOCKED) me!
and i still loveeeeeeeeeee you!
:DDDDDDDDD

got quite a number of birthday wishes too!
:D
many thanks to those who noticed or remembered!
and thanks to puvin for telling the babies and making me wanna cry while i was shopping.
O.O
AHHHH. such a dear! :)
love you guys!

*edited;
call/sms/face-to-face:
simin, benjamin, SHAHIRAH, QURRATU, limei, puvin, sean, PEIXUAN, kaifeng, yongquan, ZOE, yeekhang, chewyan, wenxin &the lady from the bank at the counter.
msn/fb/tag:
doreen, cheryl, yeeda, yunqi, sathya, valerie, hakim, ryan, marcus, kiewu, eugene, jingtuan, rachel, guixiang, shanty, gifford, jasmine, xinhui, xinyi, gabrieljosphine, xinrong, aloysius, jessica, baoyue, mrs soo, priscilla, xenia &someone i think from NEWSinternationalforum. :)

whoa! i love my babies so! :)
so sweet! all 16 of them:)
thank you guys!

jaane.

edited;
I FINALLY REGISTERED FOR DRIVING CLASSES~
WOOHOOOO!!!
so desperate eh?
yesterday birthday, today register-.-

BASIC THEORY LESSONS 1&2:
Subject No: 1.01
Medium: English
Lesson Date: 5/7/2009 Sun
Session: 2
Time: 09:50 - 11:30 hrs
Lesson Charge: $17.12

Subject No: 1.02
Medium: English
Lesson Date: 11/7/2009 Sat
Session: 2
Time: 09:50 - 11:30 hrs
Lesson Charge: $17.12

BASIC THEORY PRACTICE:
Practice Date: 12/7/2009 Sun
Location: ROOM7
Session: 4
Time: 10.45-11.30hrs
Practice Charge: $3.21

BASIC THEORY EVALUATION:
Evaluation Date: 19/7/2009 Sun
Location: ROOM7
Session: 4
Time: 10:45 - 11:30 hrs
Evaluation Charge: $3.21

BASIC THEORY TEST:
-Not booked yet. shall book once im done with the practice; bahhh!-

then theres still the final theory part.
another 5 sessions (including the test itself-.-)
&&the countless number of practical lessons in both the circuits and then on the road.
omg hope i can squeeze out the time! :S
AIMING FOR A LICENSE BY BEGINNING OF YEAR 3!
:D

2009-06-17T23:02:00.002+08:00

i feel like a freaking bad person:(
sigh.

envoys camp is ending.
finally, but i hate it cos its ending.
im really tired.
:(

i need to do some work.
but i dont feel like:(
sighs.

xiangyi, HELP ME arh.
:D

jaane.
now and then, i get insecure.
but words DO bring me down.

2009-06-15T17:25:00.003+08:00

Ohh ohh ohh yeah
huu huu~

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain
I never needed Strain
My love for you was strong enough you should have known

I never needed you for judgements
I never needed you to question what I spend
I never asked for help
I take care of my self
I dont know why you think you gotta hold on me

And its a little late for conversations
There isnt anything for you to say
And my eyes hurt
Hands shiver
So look at me and listen to me
because

I dont want to
Stay another minute
I dont want you
To say a single word
Hush hush
Hush hush
There is no other way
I get the final say because
I don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how i act to what i say
i never needed words, i never needed hurt, i never needed you to be there everyday

I'm sorry for the way i let go
Of everything i wanted when you came along
But i am never beaten, broken, not defeated

I know next to you is not where i belong
And it's a little late for explanations
There isn't anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, so you will listen when i say baby

I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way I get the final say
Because
I don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush

No more words
No more lies
No more crying ooh ooh
No more pain
No more hurt
No more tryin' Oh Oh Yeah
Because

I don't want to
Stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way I get the final say
Because
I don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush

Yeah Oh
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby

Hushhush -PCD.
woohoo~
aca might be trying this song out.
YIPEEEEEEEEEE!!

bahhhh, camp tmr.
irritating.

seoul garden's food is just mediocre-.-
but yeah its cheap..
mummy's birthday today.
taka-ed AGAIN.
pffffft.
singapore is TOOOOOOOOOOO small.
i need to get out of here.
zoe, BRING ME!!!!

still need to pack for the damn camp.
ROAR!
:(

jaane.
&its a little late for conversations; there isnt anything for you to say.

2009-06-13T23:36:00.002+08:00

okay, fine i'll give it in.
BOF (korean version) is pretty nice.
i guess its the magic of drama serials. you ALWAYS get hooked-.-
but i think its the comic author who is the smart one:D
hahaha!
(not giving credits to koreans:P)

and the only cute guy is KIM BUM SOO.
the Yi Jung in BOF.
woohooo-ness~
nice smile.
the others, cmi la.

still, my yamapi is still the BEST.
ichiban!
:D

AHHH, 16-18June have camp.
i hate camps:(
but envoys itself turns me on.
:DDDD

went out with vicky yesterday after the bloody SOM paper.
going out = getting broke.
i spent nearly a hundred bucks!
70bucks on presents though:/
Dance, Subaru is nice!
i dont really like the main character though.
she is so freaking skinny. but yes, she aint pure jap.
the story made me cry. damn.
i should seriously, seriously learn to NOT cry in movies like that.
and its not sad romance eh.
faggot.
watching with Z tmr at the same place again.
HAHAHAHA-.-

went to kbox (after soooooooooooooo many years)!
-.-
this time, with wormykor, godzilla (aka gorilla) and mummy:D
i had always wished for a family outing to kbox.
LOL. yayee~
super happy today:D

jaane.

2009-06-05T14:49:00.003+08:00

what could be salvaged after death?

i havent been able to have a peace of mind since the call early this morning.
my uncle passed away:(
just all of a sudden, when my aunt came over for a short break.
its said that he fainted in the toilet, and his nose bled.
and the next moment, he was gone.

he is a nice person. very kind and caring...
though he did not hold any jobs due to poor health, he was very generous in many ways.
much, much more than his family members.
but thanks to that, he was not respected by even his children.
i would have slapped and chased them out of the house if they were my kids.

yet now, i doubt they are moaning.
probably one of them still in bed, hungover...
im glad, at least one or two of them is still filial enough to feel sad.
but what can change?
he wouldnt know that they loved him, behind all those disrespect...

without a word, he left.
without his wife by him, no last words.
with no one to care..
who would have thought it would end up like that?
:'(
for my aunt, who knew how his last meal was?
who knew 2days ago, it was her last time seeing him?
and who knew, that now, 2days later, she'll have to sleep in a big, empty bed?

i know, if its me, i wouldnt be able to cope with it.
why are everyone leaving me?
:(
so suddenly, so abruptly.

i feel so insecure.
i want my entire family to be by me.
right now, this instant.
and tell me that they are alright.
then let me feel the warmth in their hands...

who wouldve thought?
:'(

never do anything that would make yourself regret.
you can never expect so much.
give whatever love you can to the people around you...
or it'll be too late when you know it.

jaane.
rest in peace, uncle.
thank you, and goodbye.

2009-06-01T22:19:00.003+08:00

We must learn to live together as brothers or perish together as fools.
Martin Luthor King, Jr.

suddenly understand how much truth this holds.
but certain things arent meant to be said openly.
'mop up grade'!
yes, learn to live like brothers.
AND perish together as fools.
this Martin Luthur King is a genius.
wtf.

jaa.

ryan!:
patience (asking me to be patient for the email to be sent)

リーミン (me):
patience doesnt come with the name.

ryan!:
haha. wadever

リーミン:
i'll make you really whatever me in the camp! haha!

ryan!:
dont you dare.
i'll kill you.

リーミン:
youre not achmed.

ryan!:
haha! wadever.

-.-
seriously, like that and he lost? LOL.

BAHHHHHH. pffffft.

2009-05-30T21:04:00.002+08:00

Life is a sexually transmitted disease and the mortality rate is one hundred percent.
R. D. Laing ;Job

sadistic quotes just kind of sums up everything you feel.
and this one is so true.
makes one think that life could just be to wait for death, no?
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
no, im not going to die now.
i still have tonnes and tonnes and tonnes of work to do.
and i havent enjoyed "LIFE".
whatever it means.

yesterday was super unproductive.
elearning itself sucks the hell out of me.
its like no school, HURRAY.
but its more work. more quizzes. more things to rush.
and i hate it other than the fact that i dont have to open my clothes deficient wardrobe to pick something out for school (like i care actually)..
i so should have been born a guy.
WHO CARES if i'd kill my own brain cells staring in front of the computer?
aint it as stupid as hogging the phone? and burning the cells dry?
-.-
ARGHHHHHH.

and all i did today is sleep, eat, shop, sleep and eat again.
its hard to lose weight like this but sleep is just the thing i want.
cos im still sleepy after 10hours of sleep through the night, and 3 in the afternoon.
fag.

and now to the dreaded part of life;
THINGS TO DO:
1. Study for bcomm- Networking Skills in Action (20%)
2. AAA tutorial 5
3. FIT assignment
4. FIT tutorial 5
5. PMKT tutorial 5
6. SOM tutorial 5
7. Start revision for CTs.
8. Find out what CTs i have and when-.-

and one word sums it all up.
SHIT.

jaa.

2009-05-26T21:13:00.003+08:00

Life is just one damned thing after another.
Elbert Hubbard

you know, sometimes, life is such a chore.
before youre even settled with something, the next problem would be in your way.
it just sucks so much.
too much.

i've got so much work to do i can cry.
just two days of resting and now its back to the insane cycle of projects, tutorials and ccas.
i wish there is more than 24 hours a day.
or at least, i wish there isnt mundane human needs to settle.
then without the need to sleep, eat, use the toilet...
there would be double the time to do productive work.
but then, i think i'd die living life that way.
so i'd prefer the earlier.
:/

fit.
aaa.
som.
pmkt.
cucom.
bcomm.
acapella.

my life is filled with nothing by pressure from education.
then when its over, for life, it would be pressure from work.

Life is just one damned thing after another.

who can deny?

jaa.

joke.

2009-05-25T16:13:00.004+08:00

I hope life isn't a big joke, because I don't get it.
Jack Handey

sigh.
10.03, first to be called up.
screwed up.
contradicted what i said and was caught by vanda.
crap.

watched NEWS Pacific Concert DVD2.
すごい　なぁぁぁ～
totally enjoyed the dvd. :D
they sang a song in chinese for the Taipei concert!
かっこいい　ですよ！

massu introduced himself as 小笼包 (some chinese dimsum).
damn cute!!!
everyone laughed at massu eating pork, and said he is a cannibal. LOL. BUTA MASSU!

a little girl asked why ryo's voice is so 'break-y' (like always break, very rough type).
all the other NEWS members went NOT ME, NOT MY FAULT, NOT MY IDEA.
super funny!
he was like :/...
"You know, when people are born, each of them are born with a different type of voice. its not weird. just like how you are born so cute."
LOL! i felt sad for him HAHAHAHAHA.

shige lost a game of poker and was made to strip in the middle of the concert and dance half naked as punishment.

tegoshi tried to use a lower voice to speak and everyone said its weird. LOL.

yamapi self-entertained by flicking the fur ball attached to a crew's winter hat while she was instructing people. super cute~

koyama is afraid of heights. EHHHHH?! NANDE?!

okay i have no idea why i wrote that.
:'D
too influctuated alr. again.
BAHAHAHAH~

blaa.

2009-05-23T22:03:00.002+08:00

FINALLY got my cds~
super duper happy it made my day on friday.
thanks to korkor, who went to SingPost @Avenue6 to collect for mua.
so im right. MDA really did 'confiscate' it for a while to do checks.
scare the hell out of me. sighs.

bad news, i lost my thumbdrive.
more bad news, elearning week is one of the craziest weeks.
need to finish projects, need to do 2weeks worth of tutorials, need to do countless numbers of online discussions, quizzes, and worse of all, need to wait for bcomm2 teacher's call.
HELLO? KARTHIB POINT CALL CENTRE. LIMIN SPEAKING. HOW MAY I HELP YOU, MDM?
-.-

read this again on BreakingDawn.
(lol, i know. AGAIN. but edward is too much of a love alr la..)
anyways, it writes:
Life sucks, and then you die.
i cant imagine now much of truth this sentence reflects.
though life does have its brighter side...
whatever.

went to Hoshi (yeeling's workplace, and my one of my family's fave restaurant) for dinner.
yeeling saw me while serving my food and went EHHHHHHH?! so loudly my family was laughing. LOL!!!
she is really super cute in her uniform la. HAHAHAHA.

boo side, i gained weight again. faggggggg.
this calls for a serious diet. DAMN IT.
fruits platter lunch for me.
:'D

since Milk makes you drunk (Pmk slogan);
NEWS MAKES ME DRUNK.
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
fangirl-ed dvd1 of NEWS PACIFIC concert.
i was jumping while singing the songs. like how people are in the concert itself. LOL.

yamapi's solo was drool-some. Gomen Ne Juliet. his voice is sexy manymany, rap was so hot i almost died of heartburn LOL!.-no link-
i felt that shige&koyama's was very mediocre.
ryo's only made me feel that his voice is too damaged by smoking. made me worry for yamapi:(
tegoshi, as usual was aweeeeesome in Ai Nante. what he said was so cheesy, but yes, its so him. even he admitted so. ERO PRINCE.
massu's solo, i think wasnt really a solo lehhh. Nantoka Narusa, with yamapi&koyama doing backup. his voice made me smile through the entire concert dvd.
or maybe its just him.
:D beautiful, infectious smile.

still have dvd2, should i watch it now?
:P

fretting if i should go for overseas internship.
i think i should stick to local 6mths...
:/
so i can learn my jap.
then i can unserstand more watching NEWS concert dvds, and probably if i ever get to, watch the concert itself.
i think i'll scream until i get stroke. HAHAHAHHAHA.

FEELING SO HYPER NOW.

jaane.

2009-05-17T20:24:00.002+08:00

im tired of school.
im tired of socializing.
im tired of smiling.
im tired of seeing the world.
i just want to stay at home.

and there again, the postman came and left.
without any hint of my NEWS cds.
:(
the money saved isnt worth the anxiety at all.
i have utterly no mood to do anything.
its like the cds are at the back of my mind every instant.
when im reading.
when im bathing.
when im sleeping.
when im eating.
when im in school.
when im struggling with tutorials.

i so should have opted for express delivery.
i should have asked for split delivery at least.
13business days. 18 days since delivery.
and counting.
im worried sick that the customs would confiscate it.
:(

Scarred -Sophie Andrews.
the book is described in such details its haunting me.
reality is sad.
im really beginning to wonder how if it really didnt hurt anymore after the first cut.
she did it to 'release' herself. she thinks she deserve the pain.
after 50 vertical cuts on her arm, she's up to 50 horizontal strokes.
and 'the pain became insignificant after the first'.

i got a cut today.
well, not that i did it on purpose.
i wont self-hurt. yet, at least.
anyway, its on my other knee. the right.
(ps. a pretty ugly scar formed on my left knee when i fell weeks ago.)
it didnt feel painful until the antiseptic sent spasms of pain through my knee.
all it felt thereafter was numbness.
so i guess she was right after all...

break my heart for what breaks Yours.
is that God trying to tell me that this is a punishment i deserve to get for breaking His heart once again?

i need my cds. yes, im so desperate.
im worried. -sick.
i need time for my own.
and i dont want to do my tutorials:(

jaa.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! :D

2009-05-10T18:23:00.002+08:00

didnt manage to get some decent sleep these days.
i utterly hate midnight storms.
especially when the last for long, with loads of lightning and ear deafening thunders.
my weekend's good night sleep just disappeared like that.
its worse last night. two massive storms.
thankfully, no destruction to my home this time.
phew.

online chatted with dad&kor.
lucky ass, kor get to help daddy again and so he's in china too!
he had lobsterSSSS yesterday! and a hugeeeeeeeeeee feast!
watched Marley&Me again, cried.
not as bad as in the theatres though. cos its not the first time watching, plus i know chester is safe&sound cos he was snoring hell loudly beside me. hahaha.

im not devoted enough. i dont feel like going to church:(
howwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
im such a bad person!
i want to tell cheryl, but i dont know how.
its killing me.
:(
didnt go today. again.
im the most horrible christian on earth.
i deserve hell.

mum got a morning surprise. flowers from kor!
yeah the ordered it overseas.
its a bouquet of 10 pink carnations. smells weird.
i dont know why, but im not the GirlWhoAdoreFlowers.
but its definately nice to receive them no matter what.
ate brunch at BtBatok.

did some of my hw. im left with:
PMKT- Qn 3&4
FIT- Tutorial 3
FIT- Online Quiz Qn16&17
AAA- Qn 1(e)
SOM- Tutorial 3

damned mel. error when im left with the last 2 questions for the quiz. its due on friday and its unlimited tries. but i cant even complete the damn thing ONCE. wth-.-
whats worse? its GRADED.
and im the only one who is experiencing it. wtfaggot.
HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW?!?!?!?!

jaane.

A CAPPELLA!~

2009-05-02T09:42:00.002+08:00

woohooo~
i got into NP A Cappella!
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
zoe SHALL go for auditons next weeeek then get in too!

today's saturday!
my favourite day of the weeeek.
sadly, i cant make it to celebrate P's birthday and im very, very dejected about it.
:'(
first time missing out on something so damn important.
my love's 18th birthday.

need to rush like 5-6 tutorials today fag.
projects! i think there is 3 at hand alr.

anyways, thursday was fun-filled.
i pretty much enjoy intercultural communication, other than the 2new projects at hand.
damn it.
every weeeek, there are new projects and it sucks. sigh.

got lost at jap again. sighs.
kanji test, wont get full marks alr! :(
cannot remember the hiragana for the word 川 (かわ-kawa ; river).
DAMN SHIT-TSUREISHIMASU!
it was a lot better than last week though..

walao, junxiong overtook me by so much alr! >:(
(i mean in RC)

jaane.

sleep deprived.

2009-04-29T23:40:00.003+08:00

im basically deprived of a human's needs.
1. Food. i didnt really have lunch and no dinner.
2. Rest. i havent been getting enough rest these days my eyes are bulging swollen.
3. Life. no leisure, no entertainment, purely school and home life sucks.
4. Happiness. life's a bore and a chore.

im getting depressed. lol.

today's auditions went on pretty alright.
i did fine, many thanks to pris-love! :D
sweet love accompanied me for an hour and helped me with choosing the songs.
her voice is so nice and sweet, and her harmonizing is amazing! :)

anyways, i sang White Horse by TaylorSwift.
the instructor said that it is an easy song, not high, not low.
meaning, my choice not good-.-
though they said they like my voice and the a cappella could use it, im sure he probably says it to everyone. :/
but he said he wouldnt mind having me in! :DDDDD
thats the best sentence today.
lol.

oh, and i almost fell asleep in PMKT lecture today.
hell, it was damn boring.
didnt even have 10 points to write, but hs wrote until her paper no space-.-
stresssed~
my PMKT tut is mediocre.
AAA tutor is errr, good in a way i guess..

BA envoys recruitment is like WOW.
the last time i went, there was like 350+.
then after that, i suppose there are more who signed up.
good luck to the interviewers. LOL.
sit until butt rot! :D
enjoyed more time being with the envoys. they are really a damn cool bunch.

just finished report.
tired.
wanna sleep.
but hair not dry.
make me feel like chopping my hair off, real short.
sighs.

lesson @1pm tmr! :D
jap hw incomplete, shall do it in class wahaha.
need more revision too.
die. later fail jap quiz. omg.

oh! and i met stalker on the way to look for pris just now.
lol stupid toot with the uncle's hair.
he look super old la! -.-
but its weird, first time didnt bicker.
not really.
hmmm :/

jaane.

YEAR2 WEEK1

2009-04-25T17:08:00.002+08:00

school's a chore.
need to get to books from the co-op.
queues again. stupid crap.

nothing much to update about school.
other that to brag that there wasnt tutorials for the first week.
exception of bcomm2. bloody shit.
sadly, such luck doesnt last.
:(
but its better than nothing. LOL.
(such a bitch.)

met my classmates in a combined class.
alright with them. bcomm2 classmates are like the same as long as there is marcus, ellery, serene etc. it FEELS the same.
not a bad thing though..
but definately a good thing that PRIS IS IN THE SAME BCOMM2 CLASS WOHOOO~
:D:D:D:D:D:D

Accounting Application & Analysis (AAA) is hell to me.
worse than POA! its so difficult im going to cry doing the tutorial later on.
i can foresee it alr. sighs:(

other modules are pretty tough too.
im so going to hate this sem.
i just hope i wont fare too badly:(

IS- Intercultural Communication, got in the same class as jon tay lol.
had some fun in class, many familiar faces, but none of which names i know.
CUCOM notes are worth more than 10bucks alr.
imagine the thickness!
4hours straight is hell, but the teacher is really nice so i kind of like it.
:D

jap was hell.
i totally regret skipping BJ102:(
the teacher speaks so fast i can only catch half the things she say.
plus, still need time to match the words she mentioned with the past vocab i learnt, which takes super long. and it doesnt help when there is a super classmates that blabbers all the jap stuff that you dont understand.
HELL No.2.
:(

went to eat Tonkichi today at taka. yumyum.
thought about how i've never quite celebrated my buddy's birthday.
so one day, maybe a few years later (LOL), i'll treat him to Tonkichi, which basically specializes on Tonkatsu. its yummilicious. :D
kino-ed, bought Minna No Nihongo 1-2. the translation book for 1-1 is out of stock AGAIN.
i think only the bugis outlet has stock. sorry Z:/
bought a top from raffles city, gorilla bought a bag.
obanyaki rocks! :D

need to do tutorials again.
so sianssssss.
i wanna read more novels.
finished with A Voice From A Distance 3days ago.
:(
super sad book about making and being sacrifices. depression. bipolar disorder.
but i realised its the sequel-.- shall hunt for the other soon.
wanted to get SlumdogMillionaire just now, but thought i should just make full use of my library card, so i shall hunt at lot1 soon! :D

CUCOM PROJECT CALLS FOR ME TO SHUT UP:(

jaa.

STUPID!

2009-04-20T19:41:00.002+08:00

ARGHHHHH.
first day of school today.
signifies a bad start.

first, the day was really hot and unbearable.
i feel like shaving.
pffffffffft.

then, the library printer went bonkers before i finish printing my stuff.
fag.

last and worst of all, I LEFT MY BLOODY NOTES IN THE PHOTOCOPYING MACHINE AT THE LIBRARY PHOTOCOPIER.
WTF.
my beautifully printed notes, handwritten as nicely as i could, condition maintained at the best..
AND NOW ITS FOOKING GONE.
ARGHHHHHHHHH.

pris went to help me find it, its not there anymore.
called up NP's LYC Library, referred to lost and found, nothing.
the person say cleaners dont clean them up.
must be some bugger who used after me threw my baby away.
FOOOOOOK.
im so stupid.
ARGHHHHH:(

so much for a good start.
damn it.

jaa.

POLY YEAR 2!

2009-04-19T19:28:00.002+08:00

this is bad!
tomorrow's the start of year2, the most dreaded year through poly life!
i cant imagine how many crazily stressful moments coming in my way.
pfuit!
anyways, the timetable is shit.
jenny&buddy, send me yours asap or you guys can forget about meet-ups.
hahaha.

need to print out lecture notes again.
time consuming and pain in the ass.
not to mention expensive.
stupid BA. pffffffft.

havent packed my room, cupboard, drawers blaa blaa.
new ones coming in soon.
it shall further flood my already flooded table for all i care.
im a messy prick, i have to admit. haha.

but i have been an angel and read many books.
the books, however, and not the most angelic type:/
before you jump into any conclusion, no, its NOT porn.
finished 2/3 books i borrowed from the library.
a book in a day, and proud of it (cos im a super duper slow reader..)
the authors all have their own unique style of writing.
some words are not even words-.-
a lot of sarcasm and bitchiness in the books, each portrayed in their own ways.
romance in the books makes them sweet and sometimes makes me blush to the descriptions:/
i felt like im a bad girl reading it sometimes.. but oh well.

Cracked up to be is a pretty nice book but ICUCICU (ie. F* you) is everywhere.
i mean, its common i guess. when i opened the book, first page and i saw it, i was like -.-
the girl is a real bitch, thinking that a nice guy is trying to get into her pants when he wasnt. that was really -.o but yeah.
didnt quite like the ending.

You, maybe on the other hand, is sweet.
but i almost feel sorry for the girl cos the stupid guy is a total jerk.
didnt like the end. i prefer happy endings, though they are usually boring.

Vibes, which i borrowed earlier on, was great.
Gusty Peterson is the only name i can remember. HAHA.
predictable happy ending, but thats how i liked it.

i still dont think that my english has improved, or will improve reading this type of novels but the others just make me fall asleep, to the exceptions of biographies and a few others..
havent revised my japanese, meaning i'll probably screw the first jap quiz coming thursday.
sighs.
totally not in the mood for school :(

lessons tomorrow from 11 to 4.
this is so depressing.
cant wait to FINALLY see hs&yl again.
and PRIS!

& i need to do a surgery for the extraction of a stupid wisdom tooth.
how great.

RC is killing my time.
i need more ingredients!
:(

cried like crazy again at service.
i was tearing and i couldnt even help it.
then worse, runny nose comes tgt with tears!
i tell you, it was so gross i felt embarassed.
come on, i didnt have tissue with me.
but still, yucks!
guess i grossed Pastor Andy (who was praying for me) out.
i couldnt help it. especially when my hands are already wet with tears.
but the runny nose just made it so disgusting. its like a tap.
-.-
ARGHHHHHHHH.
im glad i joined the Celebration Ministry, not sure what they do, but im sure God would lead me.
:D
im thinking if i should go to cell.
it just means i have less time for work, less time to accompany dad, less time to rest.
but i know i should be willing to give Him my time, talent and give up on my treasures.
im just lost.

jaa.

OOOSH!

2009-04-12T16:22:00.002+08:00

grandma's 86th birthday yesterday.
she was on a happy mood, had her hair set (by my aunt) since morning.
dressed in her best nyonya kebaya (whatever you call it arh).
ps. my gran's a REAL nyonya, not the 'step' ones thanks to the LittleNyonya fever. thats where i get all the gooooood food from. lol.

played with cousin's Wii.
first time playing and i was hooked to the Rabbid game.
totally ruled the one when you burb and destroy 'Paris'.
and the virtual paris was really like the real one. the gate and all. omg.
super fun!
play Wii more, flabs no more! :'P
i wanna get one!
Wii sports were pretty fun too. loved Tennis and Baseball.
cos best of all, you dont need skill to win lol.

woke up at 7am today.
HAPPY EASTER DAY! :D
shrugged out of bed. super tired but thankful that im not having body aches from the Wii.
washed up and rushed to church.
Trinity @ Adam is a really nice place.
people are nice and friendly, the songs of praise are rocks.
the easter service today was really spectacular.
the entire auditorium was filled with people there werent enough seats.
everyone sang from within their hearts and the music was great.
it really made me felt like crying.
:')

had HorFun after that which has no taste-.-
went home only to realise theres moreeee food.
ate a fried dough stick and had some soy milk. (hums JJLin's DouJiangYouTiao)
went to the doc's.
had my knee examined, got some antibiotics cream and alchohol solution.
doc helped me dressed my 3week-old-yet-still-not-dried-wound and spammed antibiotics powder on it. i felt like chester for a moment-.-
he too, got powder and alchohol for his wound infection.
i'd rather powder instead of cream though:/
feels fun to have powder spammed on your wound ya'know.
lol im so sick X.X
had my third 'lunch'. HAHAHA. mummy's fried rice just cant be missed.
okay la. total just eating more than i should by a bit bit only.
:P
fatttttttttttttts.

RC-ing.
i need more ingredients!

jaa.

2009-04-09T21:10:00.000+08:00

needs a visit to the doc's.
my knee is scarring pretty bad.
:(

jaa.

L owes S bubble tea.

2009-04-09T20:50:00.002+08:00

chester's condition under control, hope he wont feel awwwful anymore.
:(
the steriods is making him high though.
results: limin cannot sleep cos he would bark nonstop for company.
well, HE is the king now.
poor baby with the e-collar (ie. cone for the head:/)
he doesnt like taking pictures this couple of days with his face 1/3 shaved off:/
lol, so i shall upload the pics i have next time.
sad baby.

went out with Z&S today.
FINALLY out.
watched Mall Cop.
saw -dontknowhername- 5 times and she went
Are you stalking me?
with her nice slang.
-.-
anyways, movie was great.
i have many in mind!
i owe S bubble tea thanks to bus190.
pffffffffft. lol.

stupid RC pissing me off. keep on having maintainence.
wanna play PS also having maintainence.
wtshit. curse that playfish. lol.

need to go for tomb sweeping tmr (singapore side).
and my brother just 'fk you'-ed his friend. lol.
vulgar asshole.
:P
8.30am reach cck cemetry or smt?
meaning, 8am leave home.
meaning, 7am wake up.
ahhh, the joss stick burning turns me off:(
(ps, my maternal side people are taoists)
-ie. buddists arent the ones who burn stuff, according to my sis-
argh, whatever.

im bored.
im sleepy.
i wanna learn driving.
:(

jaa.

poor baby.

2009-04-07T13:45:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 4TH BIRTHDAY, CHESTER&CHELSEA!!!
:D

its theyre birthday once again.
4years doggie years means 28years human.
:(
shall celebrate it once chester is fine..

brought chester to the animal hospital/clinic at mount pleasant today again.
i bet its not only the worst birthday of his, but the worst day of his life.
:(
it should be the ear mites again, making him itch.
then he kept scratching and got bacterial infection..
the pus today was so bad its green.
chester left ear is swollen, there are bleeding at the infected area at the neck area behind his ear.
they had to shave off that entire patch:(
im worried that the fur wont grow back, especially the parts where it bled.
chester was hurting so badly he was crying.
he struggled and wouldnt stay still, 5 people couldnt even hold him down.
it must have been really hard:(
then i was holding on to him.
he looked at me with those innocent, pleading eyes, slightly wet.
the white part of his eyes were bloodshot.
he must have been trying to scream for help, and must be hating me for being such a traitor..
but i really had no choice...
its the best for him. they have to give him a thorough cleaning.

in the end, they had to sedate him.
when they brought him in, he was looking at me again.
like we're going to abandon him or something..
:(
he was crying so loudly and started barking.
got him warded.
going to get him back at 4plus.
i want him back immediately.

jap results not keyed-.-
jasmine got her's alr. what the hell.

playing Restaurant City these days to waste time.
level8 alr. so many things to find, buy, trade, etc.
money in is by 2bucks. money out is my the thousands.
so difficult to earn! sighs.

i want my chester.

jaa.

April Fool's day.

2009-04-01T21:59:00.002+08:00

the most monotonous april fool's ever since school life.
no jokes, no tricks, no fun.
:(

it really makes me pretty depressed in a way.
especially when i chance upon the date every now and then throughout today..
feeling empty all of a sudden.
recalling memories of the past, together with ZAPS and the fun filled DARWINIAN days.
remembering how we used to tease each other in class.
be it AprilFool's or not.
:'(
makes me sad.

but on the lighter note, spent most of the day watching TheQueenOfLunchtimeCuisine.
yamapi is so freaking skinny he actually looks weird in school uniform.
all so boney.
i wish i would have a day like that too.
sighs.
i NEED to lose some weight.
sighssssssssssssssss.
holidays is just hell in terms of putting on pounds.
pfffft:(
oh, i finished the drama. woohoo~!
im disappointed with the ending though..
but other than yamapi, Tsumabuki Satoshi is pretty cute too.
:')
very gentle, reminds me of KJM! hahahha!

okay, IS enrollment appointment tmr is at the dreaded timing at 8am.
shortlisted a few modules i have slightly more interest in:

1. Business Etiquette & Image
2. Self-Discovery in Popular Culture
3. Service Innovation
4. Speaking with Impact
5. Intercultural Communication
6. Introduction to Social Psychology
7. Psychology of Creativity

problem: im taking etiquette&image for sure (if there is vacancies), but im at a loss to choose the other one!
:(
i think ServiceInnovation and SpeakingWithImpact is more beneficial, but i guess its the disasterous type that can kill too.
im interested in psychology, but im afraid it'll be too dry:/
Self-discovery and InterculturalCommunication seems alright too, but it is not that helpful...
AHHHHHHHHHHH. HELP!!!!!!!!!

HEADACHE! :(
i think it'll be either ServiceInnovation or SpeakingWithImpact.

jaane

walking accident.

2009-03-31T21:19:00.003+08:00

ARGHHH!!!
today is such a piss-ful day!
>:(

first, chelsea drooled all over my pants in the car, on the way to the pet shop for grooming.
pffffffffft.

second, cut my finger.
yes, ouch. it hurts when i type:(

third, i wet my wound while bathing.
:'(

forth, missed kushin bo AGAIN.
damn!

then, the person at TS Group forgot the desensortise the dvds that i got.
(pssst!~ I FINALLY GOT The Queen Of Lunchtime Cuisine! :D )
and i was mistaken as a thief for what, 5 times holding onto the damn dvds when the alarm systems of different shops rang.
ARGHHHHHHH I WAS FREAKING PISSED, I SWEAR.
its like TEET-TEET-TEET-TEET-TEET! then STARES.
then Harris Bookstore's shop attendant asked me to the counter, freaking embarassing.
he kindly helped me desensortise the damn dvds.
the feeling was HORRIBLE alright >:(
pfffffffffft.
i HATE being maligned!

then again, the BLOODY SAME THING happened.
went to some gaming shop and got a PS2 game (NARTUTO COMPLETE COLLECTION WOOHOO~) and the person forgot to desensortise it again.
and yes, i took the thing out of the damn shop.
TEET-TEET-TEET-TEET-TEET!
more STARES.
worse of all, the frigging shop is right at the opposite of Harris.
WTFAG.
!@#$%^&*("{<\>

am i freaking unlucky or damn freaking unlucky?!
wtheck.
best of all, i didnt even touch anything in the shops.
WHAT THE HELL LA.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
*fumes*
so yeah, im like the WalkingAccident.
aka UnluckySixTimeInADayMistakenAsAThief person.
WTH. WTH. WTH. WTH. WTH.

other than that, YESSSSA! T.Q.O.L.C. is nice!
i should have gotten the Ryusei-something- one by TodaErika & NishikidoRyo too.
instead, i bought Kami No Shizuku by KamenashiKazuya.
it should be nice though:)

went to malaysia to tomb sweep last sunday.
ended up getting a fuglier tan and 'chao-ta'-ed feets.
oh, and mozzies attack.
pfffffffffffffffffffft.
lunch was great though.
YongPeng's food has always been great :D

got into BS0809.
wonder who else is in the class too..
gonna choose for the damned IS modules.
have no idea what to take.
:(

Things to do in the next 19days of holidays:
1. STUDY BJ102'S WORTH OF VOLCABULARY&GRAMMAR.
2. READ MORE BOOKS.
3. MEET UP WITH FRIENDS, ESPECIALLY ZAPLS, HY&C, JASMINE, PRISPRIS.
4. CHOOSE IS MODULES.
5. WATCH RESCUE, T.Q.O.L.C. & K.N.S. .
6. RECOVER FROM INJURIES PFFFFT.
7. PERPARE BDAY PREZZIES THAT I OWE/NEED TO GIVE.
8. SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP.

ahhh, im such a busy woman.
the holidays suddenly feels to short:(

jaane.

BAAAAA.

2009-03-23T15:22:00.003+08:00

okay as i kind of expected, i didnt get into the exco.
but thats not the most important point..
at least i learnt and enjoyed the camp!!!
:D
there'll be a gathering this thursday.
i dont know what to bring:/
and i cant do anything much with my knee like that now!
:'(

fyi, i fell when bringing chester out for a walk ytd morning.
i was just NEXT DOOR when i fell.
wanted to continue walking, but the blood was oozing out alr.
so i had to turn around and press the doorbell.
(yes, i havent even walked one houses' distance-.-)
for that, LiMinSucks.
pfffffffffft. (inside joke)
quite a big patch eh. like 5x4+cm big.
and no, i didnt use a ruler to measure it.
figured out based on the dressings i used last night.

its kind of still hurting now.
the yellow liquid -a bit bloody- is still flowing out.
and it hurts like crap whenever i moved a bit.
then when i dont move for some time,
i get something which i am experiencing RIGHT NOW.
FREAKKKKKKKKKK CRAMP!!!!!
X.X
okay it was supposed to be funny.
-.-

the strawberry jam didnt gross Z out:(
siansssssssssssss.

ARGHHHHHH.
need to come online tonight and tmr morning at 8am to select the timetable.
IDIOTIC.
hope i'll get into the class i want, with my best poly friends and other loves.
:/
and for that,
また今晩。

jaane.

yessa!

2009-03-18T16:42:00.003+08:00

gonna unlock this stupid blog again.
cos...

behold! missy-limin no more! :D
i've never in my life felt THAT confident.
the best choice i had made in a LONGGGG time is ultimately choosing not to give up.

i just need to say that im glad im given that chance to learn.
MANY x7 THANKS.
i gained a lot.
more than i had expected and ever deserved.
what is there to lose?

there'll be more to come, and im looking forward to it already! :D

pssssst! pssssst! I PASSED BJ102 TEST!
:D
truthfully, thats not even comparable to the pleasure of knowing that i have grown.
not even close~
& it shall not be disclosed
but up for me to prove!

enriching.
reflective.
satisfying.

and im not being sarcastic.
;D

jaa.

林峰 - 愛不疚

2009-03-07T10:27:00.002+08:00

林峰 - 愛不疚

收藏在眼眸常徘徊左右愛猜到沒有
愉快玩笑後能全然退後你開心就夠

這種感覺太親厚講一千句也不夠
假使講了你聽到後或會走
這種戀愛太罕有不須真正擁有
成全衷心祝福然後就放手

放手放開所有彼此更自由
放手其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手豁出所有還有這個好友
已經已經足夠

遙遠是宇宙靜靜在背後去看守就夠

這種感覺太親厚講一千句也不夠
即使一剎有過衝動挽你手
這種戀愛太罕有不須真正擁有
成全多捨不得仍然是放手

放手放開所有彼此更自由
放手其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手豁出所有還有這個好友
已經已經足夠

放手我的牽掛找不到盡頭
放手期望你幸福甚麼都有
也許愛很深厚然而我早看得透
放手至可擁有

love the singer, love the voice, love the song, love the lyrics!
OH GOSHHHHH.

tmr's sunday! im still not used to going to church on sundays though:/
but i'll go tmr!!!
im pretty excited actually:)

studied a little bit of jap ytd.
like 15mins? HAHAHA. :/
somebody slap me!
shall learn half the kata today!

anyways, jwkor is back and is flying off tmr with jrkor to china to help my dad in the business.
HE GET TO SKIP SCHOOL. RAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
anyways, chester was so happy i think he became insane.
he love my jwkor most. pfffffffffft.
to think im the one who feeds and bathe him-.-
unfair treatment!!!! :(

dad's in china with no winter coats.
and at AnHui, its snowing!!!
we're really worried. dad's been coughing:(

other than that, NationalYouthBusinessChallenge (NYBC) ytd was pretty alright i'll say.
the talks bored EVERYONE and i got complaints HAHA.
but after chitchatting with my kids, i think theyre really cute.
the St.Andrews guys were really confident buggers.
AssumptionEnglish guys+girl were just -.-
but its fun shooting them and all.
i didnt really chat with the BartleySec guys cos they were really shy.
they think
AND I KENA SHOOT AS OLD WOMAN FOR BEING 17 (going 18 soon): )
&them being what, 15? -.-
~~now i understand zoe's feelings. BAHAHAH.~~ NOT.
even wenjun was like WHOAAA YOU REALLY CAN COMMUNICATE WITH THEM ARH!
peace arh dude:P

i kind of regret not following them to compass point.
but its reallyyyyyyyyyyy far. ALL THE WAY AT SENGKANG O.O
yes, i've never been there! :/
anyways, people, PLEASE support them on the 21&22March and buy their eco-friendly products! :D
i doubt i'll see them again. its too far:(

...
...
im not in the mood to study! :(

jaa.

:/

2009-03-05T00:11:00.002+08:00

okay im BORED.
i havent studied for my jap placement test.
FAGGGGGGGGGGGGGG IM SCREWED.
:(

i've been watching a bit of the hk drama,
TangXinFengBao Zhi JiaHaoYueYuan.
its pretty nice la. so far, i like it better than the first series.
hahah. RAYMOND LAM ROCKS.
yes, the fetish is back :P
lol.
im so gonna buy his cd!
the songs are nice!!!!

anyways, watched 21/40eps.
but i think i skipped around 12eps here and there LOL.
i really hope lindachung ends up with raymondlam!
(though i dont really like her.. lol!)
ps: hs says they did! WOOHOO~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-2CagzsFdCo&feature=related
this song is niceeeeeeeee!

ROAR. ZOE HUANG DIDNT CALL ME WHEN SHE SAW ME JUST NOW AT PS!
>:(
youre busted!!!
Carl's Jr. for lunch. omg i love the ChilliCheeseFries.
bought CARAMEL CORN from Daiso! hahaha.
how can my holidays get any better?
shopping, food and MOREEEE food.
i want my cheesecake.
frigging fat alr la shit.

anyways, i signed up to be envoys exco alr.
:/ for treasurer and team coordinator.
but there's an interview on the 9March omg.
and worse, FRIGGING LEADERSHIP CAMP if shortlisted!
then after the camp then will finalize eh-.-
meaning: i have to go for the camp.
omgggggggg HOPE IT ISNT AN OVERNIGHT CAMP!!!
:(

this friday, helping out for the NYBC thing under envoys.
dad's going overseas again:'(
16March is the frigging placement test alr!
gone case la.
relatives coming in a week.
moans!
:(

tmr DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE must study katakana!
hope mummy wont tempt me with the show again!
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
must self study the 102 notes +textbook la!
omggggggg.
:( i dont understand a thing!
somebody helppppp!

jaa.

:/

2009-03-02T00:20:00.002+08:00

okay weekends are gone in a swift!
:(

went to church today after such a long time.
cried a lot there.
i really think i've been crying A LOT these days.
but i dont know.. it just felt like a place where i can cry off my worries.
cheryl prayed for my family too.
:D im so glad she brought me back to God.

anyways i dont know what the hell is with today.
its CRUSH-LIMIN day.
first, i was reminded on a someone when i saw a video produced/made broadcasted on mobiletv when i was on the bus to church. when i saw the credits, i was like O.O
totally WEIRD feeling:/
then omgggggg.
one of my best friend in NP, JASMINE is from GEYLANG METHODIST SECONDARY AND SHE FREAKING KNOWS MR.X.
what the hell?!
omgoodness.
2 hits in a day.
X.X
i admit defeat!

jaa.

:D

2009-02-27T21:44:00.002+08:00

okay exams FINALLY OVERRRRRRRRRRR ;)
embracing FREEDOM yo.

went out with hs&cheryl on wednesday after our paper.
lunch &talktalktalk session.
it was fun :D
watched SLUMDOG MILLIONARE which totally rocked.
i teared a little bit.
it was touching alright.
especially when the guy kisses the girl's scar.
and his love for her to strong...
its so sweet:)
definately a well deserving 8 oscar awards show.
though the ending was a little -.-'' but still..
it was so nice, but i guess indian firms can just do away with their bollywood style dancing can they? LOL.

walked from cineleisure to far east after that.
shopped a little, then home-d all tired.
had a good night's rest.
:D

ytd was a pretty normal day.
had a brunch of LorMee and it was good.
kor got me TehO-ice. which was REALLY good.
he kope-d from me in the end-.-
went out again with mum&kor again in the afternoon.
got a scare out of my life when chester ran out of the house again.
he ran out then stood beside the door of the car, waiting for it to open.
i totally freaked out.
if he runs away and goes missing, i'll cry like mad.

anyways, paragon.
shopped for him clothes to prepare him for US education.
he bought 600plus worth of clothes from celio and marks&spencer.
i bought 80plus:P

then we went to Soba So Good for some tea.
i had yummilicious GreenTea Tiramisu with JAPANESE red bean paste and ice cream.
it was strangely, a nice blend:)

today;
i went to the the optIcian before heading to orchard cineleisure AGAIN.
wanted to get coloured contacts.
but the SAles assistant said it would be veryyyy blur for me with my 100, 150 astigmatism.
pffffffffft. she said i'll be like blind Wearing it at night.
:(
hEaded off after that. met sha on the train.
actually, zoe was supposeD to be with us.
but someone dIdnt want to come find us. sighS. disappointed... :(
hakim&kenny were calling zoe nON-stop hahahah.
had lunch at bbq chicken.
it was just average:/

Marley & Me.
it was as good as the book.
reading it towards the end was a torment.
i think i ended up wetting the book with my tears.
its like a tap. :/
i cried quite a bit when Marley was put to sleep.
though i tried not to imagine things, the images of chester there made me cry more.
its as good as taking half my heart away.
:(
the naughty parts reminded of chester too..
right from the beginning to the end.
putting marley into the box when he was a puppy; reminded me of how chester in the first few days...
he barked and whined until we came back and put him in the house..
afraid of the thunder in the beginning.
bitting everything that seems chewable. (though not the phone, thank god)
and Marley in the show had eyes that sparkle, just like chester!
a smart dog indeed.
sighs.

for the 2 movies, i'll rate them 5/5!
:D
went to HMV.
saw NEWS cds and i wanted to buy them real bad!
but the first print limited japanese edition was a RIP OFF.
online everything plusplus is around 45bucks. they're selling it for 66.
wth. i bought the NeverEndingWonderfulStory dvd for 47bucks, they're selling it for 134.
rip off!
end up buying FishLeong's newest album.
and i realised i have every album of her's. lol.

wanted to take neoprints, end up hakim&kenny wore green which clashed with the green screen and so they would not have a body if we take 'em. LOL TOO BAD ZOE.
went to the arcade, walked one round and out.
hakim shiok-alone again. hahaha.
left cineleisure after that, AND PRIS WENT TO THE ARCADE WHEN I LEFT.
!@#$%^&*(":
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!
:'(

left for home.
went to get Caramel Corn-Strawberry.
yummyyyyyyyyyyy! hahaha.
hooked. omg, i foresee a fatter me in a few day's time.
sighs:(

okay back to naruto now.
im still at #413.
-.-
ITACHI DIED FOR SASUKE AND I CRIED TO THE STORY BEHIND IT.

i suddenly feel that my tears are very cheap.
:/
or easy to get...

jaane.

2009-02-25T23:27:00.000+08:00

FREEEEEDOM!!!

shall update tmr.
naruto-ing at onemanga.
:D

jaa.

boooooooo.

2009-02-24T12:03:00.002+08:00

3down, 1 more to go!
in another 22 hours and 34 minutes, i'll be freeeeeeeeeeeee!
woohoooooooooo~
(time check: 12.26pm)

anyways, my right hand now feels like its dislocated from my entire hand.
it started to get painful after qn2 today again.
so the last 2qns are frigging messy (compared to my already messy handwriting) and yes, words stuck together. hope they wont minus marks for fugly handwriting.
or i'll fail REALLLLL bad.
it was so painful after like 7hours straight of notes taking for frigging BMGT, with only one break to bathe. wtshit.
slept @2.30am;
planned wake up &memorize @4am;
overslept and woke up @7.45am;
paper's 9am, have to reach @8.40am.
of course, panicked like mad.

oh, ASS that person who set the damn paper.
ARGHHH.
anyways, i screwed the paper cos i didnt have time to read what i noted.
fag.
in other words, a tip is NOT to do notes.
pfffffffffffffffffft.

other than that, BLAW was managable.
surprisingly.
but i didnt write cases for some and i think theyre gonna fault me.
but all as well, at least can pass.
i prayed to pass this time round:/

then MAEC was a killer.
friggin shit. it was tough.
i didnt get to memorise again.
cos i went out during the weekend, like a farewell to my fat rat who now is back at australia.
shit la.
i started revising like from 9.30?
then i got pissed off with myself cos i didnt have to mood to study and i went to read comics at like 10.15 and then drifted off the date yamapi in my dreams
:$
studied in the morning, wrote the wrong things, screwed the paper.

so in other words, i messed up all three papers.
wtshit.
plus dss, it'll be FOUR.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

POA tmr, the REAL death of me.
lecturer said the paper's set to kill.
i forsee that i'll fail.
i cant even pass 60% for class tests.
let alone a killer paper!
fagggggggggggggggggggg.

shall reply wall comments on facebook.
then its eating and sleeeeeeeeeping time!
WOOHOOO~
shall start mugging at errrr, 4.30?
lol.

jaane.

foams

2009-02-18T14:27:00.003+08:00

arhhhh! almost losing my voice alr.
being sick now of all times. im so jinxed. pffffffft.
:(
have been sleeping so much these days i havent done any revision.
well, not quite.
i only read through (not even note taking) a bit of MAEC first 3 chpts and money + money creation.
shitzzzz.

so what am i doing here?
HELL.
-.-

need to seriously study BLAW alr.
i have totally no mood for studying eh.

pris making me stressed!
:'(
she finished blaw, maec, bmgt and started poa alr!
omggggggg.
pris, please give me some of your motivation!!!

im so screwed for this finals.
fag.

plans for today:
-study BLAW.
-study for MAEC qn1&2.

God bless me.
jaa.

:'(

2009-02-16T19:31:00.005+08:00

sighs. sick again.
of all times, during exam period wtstar.
:(
mummy said i too heaty alr.
i think im too hot. NOT.
hahaha:/
nose bleed, sore throat, cough.
ARGHHHHH.

met up with zoe&sha today for a supposed-to-be study date.
like i guessed, it turned out to be another time-wasting session.
HAHAHA.
:/
11.30am to 5.30pm, i only did read through money, money creation and monetary policy.
sighsssssss.
more like talk talk, eat eat eat eat eat and shop date.
LOL.
zoe was super funny arh, so full alr still eat non-stop.
damn my sore throat seriously:(

tmr die die need to study blaw alr.
did pretty badly for the CT:(
need to really buck up.
wednesday for poa&bmgt maybe?
then thursday for blaw and maybe a little maec.
IF i even study tmr&on wednesday.
*shakes head*

really tired.
no mood and energy to study.

and im gonna kill my neighbour's kid.
cry so loud dont wanna shut up.
if its me, i'll stuff a sock in his/her mouth arh.
IRRITATING PRICK.
every night family gathering at the back yard.
noisy eh. 12plus still talking non-stop.
laugh so loud.
do hw alr no peace!
ARGHHHH! shit you.

im so not in the mood today.
:(

Ah, i need to print pics.
& buy something.
:(

i wish i can skip exams all together and just have holidays now.
i dont mind living 10 less days.
just let tmr be 26feb please.
:

jaa.

NEWS -Forever

2009-02-16T00:05:00.002+08:00

You’re my precious baby 愛しくて
Can’t stop thinking of you 君だけ
心の真ん中にいるから　everyday, every time, Forever

君との人生だったら　千年だって足りない
いろんな計画たてて　たくさんの夢を
どうかいつも元気で　笑っていて欲しい
どんな悲しいことも　起きないように

わからない未来に　不安はつきまとうものさ
信じあえば　こわくない　ふたりは

ForeverYou’re my precious baby 愛しくて
Can’t stop thinking of you 君だけ
心の真ん中にいるから　everyday, every time, Forever

You’re my precious baby　初めて　迷わずに誓えるから
ずっと　I will love you , Forever

君との人生だったら　失敗だって笑える
思い出　紡ぐように　歳を重ねよう
君のいない未来は　なんの意味もないから
そんな悲しいことは　起きないように

甘くない世界に　傷つくこともあるけれど
支えあえば　超えられる　ふたりは
Forever

You’re my precious baby 愛しくて
Can’t stop thinking of you 君だけ
心の真ん中にいるから　everyday, every time, Forever

You’re my precious baby　初めて　迷わずに替えるから
ずっと　I will love you, Forever

I can’t believe in love like a mom
(But) I know it from the time I saw you, that night, at sight
Kiss and snug never fade away
This is the must time, last vibes in my life,
Rib it “Forever”

You’re my precious baby 愛しくて
Can’t stop thinking of you 君だけ
心の真ん中にいるから　everyday, every time, Forever

You’re my precious baby　初めて　迷わずに替えるから
ずっと　I will love you, Forever

You’re my precious baby　本気で　大切に感じている
ずっと　I will love you, Forever

You’re my precious baby my darling
Can’t stop thinking of you Only you
From the bottom of my heart everyday, every time, Forever

If it’s a lifetime with you, even a thousand years wouldn't be enough
With all sorts of plans, and so many dreams
I hope we’ll laugh and always be happy no matter what

So that there won’t be any sadness we can’t rise above
In an unknown future, there might be some anxious moments
But if the two of us just believe, there’ll be nothing to fear
Forever

You’re my precious baby my darling
Can’t stop thinking of you Only you
From the bottom of my heart everyday, every time, Forever

You’re my precious baby For the first time, I can swear without hesitation
For always I will love you Forever

If it’s a lifetime with you, I can laugh at my mistakes
We’ll spin together memories as the years go by
Because a future without you has no meaning

That kind of sadness isn’t something I can rise above
In a bitter world, there is bound to be hurt
But if the two of us support each other, we’ll make it through
Forever

You’re my precious baby my darling
Can’t stop thinking of you Only you
From the bottom of my heart everyday, every time, Forever

You’re my precious baby For the first time, I can exchange these words without hesitation
For always I will love you Forever
I can’t believe in love like a mom
(But) I know it from the time I saw you, that night, at sight
Kiss and snug never fade away
This is the must time, last vibes in my life,
Rib it “Forever”
Forever

You’re my precious baby my darling
Can’t stop thinking of you Only you
From the bottom of my heart everyday, every time, Forever

You’re my precious baby For the first time, I can exchange these words without hesitation
For always I will love you Forever
You’re my precious baby In all truthfulness, you’re like a treasure
For always I will love you Forever

beautiful song:)
in NEWS color CD.
mainly can hear tegoshi's voice only-.-
(nudges sha)

hope you'll like it too:D

jaa

:(

2009-02-15T14:25:00.005+08:00

-edited thoughts out-

ytd was pretty cool.
Waseda Senior High School was alright, zoe's got another j-candy.
lol.
too bad 1/5 out ZAPLS cannot make it:(
if not we would be complete.
mrt-ed from one end of the green line to the other end.
super tiring and crowded. i dont like mrt rides! :(
bought NEWS color cd! woohooo~
i was all so high at gramaphone LOL.

its a pain to pretend to forget about someone's birthday.
especially when its on valentines.
sighs.
HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY HUISHAN.
YOURE LOVED TOO! ~

sighs:(
i didnt know my blog was read by people i didnt think would read.
sheesh.

jaa.

rubbish quiz.

2009-02-12T19:32:00.004+08:00

from yunqi's blog. another note from facebook i guess. HAHAH.
nothing to do. so i guess i'll do this-.-

Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(X) Drank Alcohol
SO FAR: 1

Level 2
( ) Are / Been In Love (assume relationship)
( ) Been Dumped
( ) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
(X) Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR: 2

Level 4 (idk where's level3)
(X) Had A Crush On An Older Person (1-2years old is still older ya?)
(X) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(X) Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 5

Level 5
(X) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
(X) Been To Paris
(X) Been To Spain
(X) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking
SO FAR: 9

Level 6
(X) Eaten Sushi (YES. SUSHI IS ONE OF THE BEST FOOD EVER!)
(X) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit
SO FAR: 11

Level 7
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(X) Taken Pain Killers
(X) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have (countless of them. sighs:( )
(X) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 14

Level 8
(X) Had A Tea Party
(X) Flown A Kite (literally, erm, ditched someone last minute before. HAHA)
( ) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding (offroading)
(X) Played Dress Up (for a doll when young-.-)
SO FAR: 17

Level 9
(X) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging (nearly did. i will next time if i dare-.-)
(X) Cheated While Playing A Game
(X) Been Lonely
(X) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
SO FAR: 21

Level 10
(X) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 22

Level 11
(X) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized (other way around yes HAHA)
( ) Been cheated on
(X) Been Misunderstood (many many times:( )
SO FAR: 24

Level 12
(X) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
(X) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
SO FAR: 26

Level 13
(X) Had / Have Braces
(X) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight
SO FAR: 28

Level 14
(X) Hated The Way You Look (yes, and i still hate it!)
(X) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(X) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
SO FAR: 31

Level 15
(X) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(X) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(X) Swam In The Ocean
(X) Felt Like You Were Dying (when studying especially.)
SO FAR: 35

Level 16
(X) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(X) Played Cops And Robbers
(X) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(X) Sang Karaoke
(X) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins (primary school, a meal of snacks costing 40cents. LOL.)
SO FAR: 40

Level 17
(X) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(X) Made a Prank Phone Call
(X) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose (unglam moments-.- oh, and i've seen one disgusting one before! XXX choked on the grass jelly drink and the jelly came out through the nose X.X)
( ) Kissed In The Rain
SO FAR: 43

Level 18
(X) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About (somebody please?)
(X) Blown Bubbles
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere
SO FAR: 45

Level 19
(X) Crashed A Party
(X) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People (in osaka. i want those days back! :( )
( ) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
( ) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey ( WHAT THE?! THANK GOD NO.)
SO FAR: 47

Level 20
(X) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
(X) Swore at the teacher, in front of them (even a principle and the OM, but wasnt quite a swear but scolding HAHA.)
( ) Swam With Dolphins
SO FAR: 49

Level 22
(X) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kissed A Fish
(X) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
( ) Sat On A Roof Top
SO FAR: 51

Level 23
(X) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
( ) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about
SO FAR: 52

Level 24
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
( ) Climbed A Tree
(X) Had/Been In A Tree House
( ) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone (i LOVEEEE scary movies)
SO FAR: 53

Level 25
( ) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail
SO FAR: 53

Level 26
( ) Played Chicken
(X) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(X) Been Easily Amused
SO FAR: 55

Level 27
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(X) Caught A Butterfly
(X) Laughed So Hard You Cried (memories with ZAPS)
(X) Cried So Hard You Laughed
SO FAR: 58

Level 28
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone (omg, their eyes would bleed-.-)
(X) Had Someone Moon/Flash You (yes, faggot asshole. i hope he gets aids and worms start to infest his tiny toot. faggot shit.)
(X) Cheated On A Test (chinese spelling LOL)
(X) Forgotten Someone's Name
(X) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(X)Tried to hurt yourself
SO FAR: 63

Level 29
( ) Rode A Roller Coaster (no way. too afraid of height omg)
( ) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
( ) Had A Cavity
(X) Black-Mailed Someone
(X) Been Black Mailed
SO FAR: 65

Level 31
(X) Been Used
(X) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat (*eye twitch*)
(X) Bitten Someone (ages ago, with my sis when cat fighting lol)
( ) Licked Someone (im not zoe-.-)
SO FAR: 68

Level 32
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tires
( ) Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

TOTAL: 68

hahaha so many things-.-
tiring man. omgg.

chatted in CHINESE with a friend i met in macau!
cool cheezels!~
name's Melody. super sweet girl. but i forgot how she looks like alr.
omg guess whats the cool thing?
SHE IS IN UNI NOW TAKING JAP AS THE COURSE!!! (do you call 主系 that?)
omgggg.
she also ask me go japan study next time LOL.
then ask me go visit her in macau. she is so cute la!

anyways, didnt revise at all today. sighs.
Naruto-ed the day through, slept the afternoon away, helped mummy pick 'make' bird's nest. kind of like picking feathers out-.- 2hours alr my neck cannot move sial. back ache to the maxxx.

excited about saturday! woohooo~

jaa.

2009-02-09T19:59:00.002+08:00

dss paper wasnt so fine:(
didnt manage to do the Remarks part of Qn2.
:( lost 10marks for it wts.
then the chart also gone. SIGHS. another 7marks.

hopefully, nothing else is wrong.
if not, its goodbye to me B+ or maybe A.
:(

anyways, thanks to many people (stingray, yl, hs, cheryl), i was able to answer the other questions.
in fact, when i saw the paper at first, i was blank.
-.-
using the stupid desktop is so difficult!!!
too used to my lappy alr :/

and now im really thinking if i should go to the POA remedial class tmr:(
very sians to do the 3 freaking papers eh.
CRAP.
i just wanna watch Goong.
should i not go?
:/

jaa.

dsssss.

2009-02-09T12:23:00.002+08:00

tsk to dss:(
things to mug for excel:

Scope of DSS hands-on test (25%)
-Units 1 to 7 of the textbook plus PBL Problems 1 and 2.

Formatting
1. Renaming worksheet (x)
2. Change tab colour (x)
3. Merge and centre (x)
4. Conditional formatting (x)
5. Charts

Functions:
1. Sum (x)
2. Max
3. DB (x)
4. Sumifs/Countifs (x)
5. Today (x)
6. Round (x)
7. Vlookup/Hlookup/Transpose
8. If/Nested If
9. PMT

Other Features:
1. Filter/Advanced filter (x)
2. Solver/Scenario
3. Data table
4. Pivot table (x)
5. Absolute referencing
6. Range Name
7. Data Validation (x)

Accounting Concepts:
1. Costs
2. Revenue
3. Profit
4. Invoice
5. Due Date
6. Credit Period

RAHHHHHH! :(
im barely halfway there.
exam in 5hours time.
shitness.

DADDY, PLEASE IMPART TO ME YOUR SKILLS IN EVERYTHING!

other than that,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HUIXIANG! :)
& HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIEWU.

jaa.

brrrrrrr.

2009-02-08T21:28:00.001+08:00

unlocked blog on demand LOL.
and well, for my own convenience.

hell.
just reached home.
watched goong again until ep15 alr hahaha.
sleeping late nights.
X.X

dss tmr.
not prepared at all.
:(

jaa.

post #400.

2009-02-05T22:59:00.003+08:00

oh my geegee.
this is like the 400th post.
:)
congrats to me for wasting so much time on this.
LOL.

last project down!~
super happy. mr yang commented that our group is the best in the cohort!
but arh, i still need to do well for the exam next monday for a sure A.
sighs.
DSS is tough shit.
but its great to have a good team! :)
all credits to them. (since i cant help much, being a super goondo in computer stuff-.-)

second good project of the semester, after IAC!
:D

-removed-

tmr's the last lesson of IS.
:( i kind of love the team hahah!
super fun bunch i'll say :D
but they pissed me off several times cos of their attitude in the beginning:/
late late late. pfffffffft.

i think mum's inviting the entire world over on saturday.
-.- sians dont know if i can go out for a study date with S&Z or not:(
hopefully can.
dad went overseas again. before the BYEBYE was JIA YOU.
i will buck up for daddy! *determined face*
lol.

oh and i took Goong out to watch AGAIN.
managed to watch ep1&2 after school, before dinner.
LOL. PrinceYul (KJM, my ex-husband) melted my heart again.
(L)
hahahahahhaha!
omg i like no life arh:/
...
....

but seriously, he IS cute what.
:/

i still love yamapi most though.
:DDDDD

RESCUE after exams!
must tahan!
>:/

God, please bless me for my DSS exams on monday.
i REALLY am very bad at computer things.
:(

sayounara, projects.
konnichiwa, exams.
:(

jaane.

pffffffffffft.

2009-02-04T17:08:00.002+08:00

argh. another blasted tiring weeeek!
:(
blaw class test was alright i guess:/
unsure of 2 answers though..

tmr's dss presentation.
NEEEED to try out freaking pivot table.
what, now i need 9 tables wtfusta.
and a pivot chart.
plus some other crazy things.
sighssssssssssssssss.

next monday is dss exam alr.
im not at all prepared.
God bless me loads, seriously pleaseeeeeee:(
dss kills.

oh good thing about next week:
monday&wednesday have school only!
and its not compulsory.
i shall be singporean (ie. kiasu) to go for extra revision tutorials.
and THOU SHALT FINISH ALL THE PAST YEAR PAPERS.
pffffffffffft.

looking forward to friday.
weird but i do:/
maybe cos it'll be the last time i'll see my group tgt.
:'(
i want a nice group shot.
..
which reminds me of the pissifying thing of today: JACKASS CALLED ME LMS AGAIN WTFISH.
argh i shall kill him on friday.
Jacks are ASSes.
have always been, and will always be.
>:(

think i really have something huge against guys with names starting with J.
and emphasis is on AGAINST.
joshua (the stupid stalker which in a weird way, i feel thankful for cos he is a nice senpai)
jingyi (stupid ex-massu HAIRSTYLE look alike. him cutting his hair makes no impact compared to massu cutting his. seriously. pris would know the difference:/)
jack (the stupid ASS)
john (the omg turn off +piss me off)
who else? :/

anyways, enough of cursing.
shall do dss.
cursed.
wish me well:/

jaa.

:/

2009-01-31T21:01:00.004+08:00

team LMS+IAC;

brandon, qiying, jackASS, lm, shawn (LtoR)

FINALLY completed damned IS.

hahahha. ie. IAC + LMS.

my team, brandon, qiying, shawn and jackASS in particular, cant stop calling me LMS-.-

cos it means LMSucks.

arghhhh. so pissifying.

so now, payback time! JACKASSSSSS.

pfffffffffft.

anyways, i BET theyre gonna miss me:)

OH! IAC was cool! :D

left me with a happy weekend.

it was very funny when the 3rd group (after us) tried to delay time during the Q&A.

they were like asking what we alr answered AND saying the same thing AGAIN&AGAIN&AGAIN.

i was like -.- and HAHAHHAHA-ing alr.

wenli&sarah are cute la. LOL.

they were like "SORRYYYY!" cos they made a fuss out of nothing, and WE are their victims-.-

pffffft.

the tutor commented, he liked MY board (analyze in front of the class), and our usage of the whiteboard+ppt.

so its like 3-in-1 yo~

anyways, he says he's gonna submit out work up to the IS-IAC module thingy i-dont-know-who, but its double hurraye, COS I DONT HAVE TO BRING THE DAMN THING HOME:P

anyways, thank you very the muchies to qurratu, peixuan, linhtet, xinrui& huishan for allowing us to interview you people.

power thing to us that i must say, is that brandon got to interview the director of school of BA omggggggg. and mrsgopalan-.- omg more blaw X.X

anddddd shawn got billions of facts to prove our point from the MOE websites.

woohooo THREECHEERS! :D

one thing i liked about lms ytd;

albert einstein's crazy face:)

he's so cute, he is my husband too HAHAHHAHA-.-

anyways, we were talking about success, and he is one successful man. (L)

LOL.

had Cocoa(?) hotpot for lunch today at taka.

pretty good, but daddy didnt like it:/

went kino to hunt for the grammar&translation book for MinnaNoNihongo.

out of stock.

:'(

went borders to try and they dont have it.

walked back to kino and asked them to check again.

the shop assistant said if they were to ask for orders, it would come in 4-6weeks.

and by then, the jap test (to skip 102) would have passed-.-

so THANKFULLY, he called up other branches for me.

bugis junction, here i come! &&&pleaseeeeeeeee keep my reservation!

okay, im actually crazy enough to wanna learn tennis&tabletennis.

too much espn:/

DID ANYONE WATCH THE AUSTRALIAN OPEN???

ytd's men's singles semi-finals was RAFAEL NADAL(1) vs FERNANDO VERDASCO(14).

it was a super long (5hr14mins) & tough fight between the two espanol dudes.

i was rooting for nadal and YESSSS he won! :D

anyways, the game was from auzzie time 7.30pm to 1plus am.

and the last set was soooooooo power.

made me all high. HAHAHA

okay, tmr MUST WATCH.

men's singles finals.

might be a long one again. hope the 1day+ of rest for nadal would be enough.

RAFAEL NADAL(1) vs ROGER FEDERER(2).

http://sports.yahoo.com/ten/news;_ylt=AqB1Ra5JGlSPZT48l.kSCt05nYcB?slug=ap-australianopen-men&prov=ap&type=lgns

:)

2009-01-29T00:03:00.002+08:00

morning itself was cool.
met yunqi for breakfast at kap.
mcgriddles. first time i tried, tasted pretty good:)
i dont mind another round tmr HAHAHA.

maec tutorial from 9-11am, was fine.
probably due to my weird liking to econs though..
got back my CT2 results. not bad:)
38.5/40. HAHAH.
didnt label properly she deducted half mark. wtshit.
i labelled the stupid Consumption-function line with a stupid C only.
and she so calculative demanded for a C=a+bYd
pfffffffffffffffffft!
lost the other mark in a theory qn.
:(

blaw tutorial was and would always remain BORING.
mr paul is an asshole.
i still dont get why Tony shouldnt be applying for a registered design but a trademark&copyright instead. i mean, KayahToastees have its own special design as a cereal with odd shapes what.
-.-
(ignore if you dont get it. its a tut qn) LOL.

went to print stuff, crazy calling sessions.
westmall-ed with huishan, yeeling and yunqi for swensens lunch.
chilli fish pasta was yummy:D
but the service there SUCKED CORE.
>:(
bought nail polish from the face shop.
cabbed back to school for make-up poa tut.

I STILL HATE POA. ITS STILL KILLING ME.
:(
xinrui rocked and allowed me to do a recorded interview of her for my iac.
:D
hs helped me too, but not recorded. typed-.-

home-d, did lms reflection.
TRIED DSS unit6-ing and i still dont know hell to do.
:(
called up ain, px and msn-ed linhtet to ask them for their jc-opinions on my iac topic:
Is there fair treatment between JC and Poly grads with regards to their university admission?
-.-

need to do pbl2 tmr & ask hell loads of qns for unit6.
:( prepare for dss test:'(
then iac analysis.
shittttttttttttzer.

this doesnt feel like CNY at all:(
more like mugging days. ARGHHHH.

jaa.

:)

2009-01-27T22:29:00.002+08:00

okay i know im late, but whatever.
HAPPY MOOOOOO YEAR, PEOPLE! :D
may you donate 10% of your angpow$$ to LM'S CD FUND and be blessed!
hahahahha!
10% aint that much la. im not asking for 50% or more, though i very much would have liked it. LOL.

anyways, it had been a super unproductive 4days holidays.
:(
dad changed plans to move the trip to malaysia to sunday and so i missed my study date:(
slept my day through..

sunday was gone with 4hours on the car, nearly 4hours at my uncle's for the funeral, 1hour at the 'old' house. -.-
i cried there. my poor cousin couldnt even stand properly after all her crying.
especially when the moved the coffin out for burrial, omg everyone cried so loud even my dad teared.
FIRST TIME EVER, EVER I SAW MY DAD DROP A SINGLE TEAR.
:'(
i cried when singing the gospels. the lyrics is so true and im so ashamed.
my aunt's death left me with more nightmares of losing my family members.
i think i could cry until my eyes bleed.
:'(
rushed back to singapore for reunion dinner cos my donkey wormy brother had an expired passport-.- we couldnt celebrate without him!

monday, slept the first half of the day away.
auntie susan & family came over. feels WEIRD to receive angpow from my cousin HAHAHA.
he was my tuition teacher for english too. WEIRD.
anyways, my 3 cousins are super tall and SUPER SKINNY.
pfffffffffffft. im like SHORT and PLUMP beside them.
seriously, super duper skinny.
skinner than shasha. like YaoMing-the-not-so-muscular. X.X
dinner with ahma's/aunt's speciality AND MY ALL TIME FAVE, POPIAH x4!
:D
its the ONE dish i HAVE to learn from them when i grow up.
(but i dont think it would be much edible. i dont even know how to fry an egg-.-)
okay and my aunt's PINEAPPLE TARTS.
the best.
anyways, received another angpow from my other cousin.
hmmmmm. i feel like getting her professional camera.
the one she brought costed $4200. she still have another more ex one.
total: OVER 10K.
O.O
its cool to have a camera man. PROFESSIONAL one summore.
hahahhaha!
joke of the day:
tv in living room spoilt. asked to go to the bedroom to watch instead. no one moves. aunt asked why not. cousin's reply: WHY WATCH XIAO NIANG RE (the little nyonya -airing repeat then-) WHEN THERE IS ONE LAO NIANG RE (my nyonya grandmama) HERE?!
the joke was kind of like my grandmama's laugher when my aunt translated it to her LOUDLY (she's kind of losing her hearing). lol.
but when she laughed FINALLY, the topic was long over.
HAHAHAHHAHAHA.
-.-

rotted&slept my way through today.
watched several tennis matches for the aussie open these couple of days.
did IAC comments of 1300words. and anyhow did BMGT&BLAW tut.
still have POA to complete before i can sleep.
others: DSS PBL &UNIT6 redo, MAEC tut, LMS reflection, BLAW tut (BizEthics)
and it's gonna take me HOURS.
:(

btw, anyone knows when are we supposed to open the angpows?
hahaha:/

jaa.

life's too fragile to comprehend:(

2009-01-24T10:37:00.002+08:00

my aunt of age 78/79 passed away ytd.
:(
i dont know much about her, except that she is a really hardworking lady.
she lives in a super huge and pretty bangalow and yet she grows her own vegetables and rears chickens.
she didnt want a maid.

and ytd was my cousin's scheduled return.
she whipped up a good meal for their reunion dinner.
but its probably due to exhaustion, her heart failed her.
:'(
they found her at the kitchen table,
'asleep' with a cup of milo.
i guess she just wanted a rest...

can you imagine how easy it is?
and how fragile a life can be?
its like you can just pass on in your sleep.

worse still, its CNY and she even cooked a table full of dishes to celebrate the reunion.
but she just left.
just like that.
so easily, so quietly..
:(
and i doubt my cousin had even reached home at that time.
i think he is blaming himself right now.
sighs.

going back to malaysia tmr for a visit.
would be having reunion dinner there.
:/
im not eager for this new year.
:(

code blue SP-ing.
yamapi is still so hot.
bahaha.
sorry i know its not the best time:/

jaa.

freaked out.

2009-01-23T18:30:00.002+08:00

okay the day was fine.
nothing much to note cos of mr speedo jack teo.
he talk so much, all like crap-.-
cannot even add into my lecture notes like wth.

lunch with cheryl&yunqi.
yuiqi sold me another 10$ worth of mag tearouts.
this time, with MASSU'S SHORT HAIR:(
he dont look as cute anymore:'(
yamapi looks as hot.
and err, tegoshi looks cuter now.
21years old alr ne! and he's got the tan.
hahahah. yes quite cute.
maybe someday, i'll like him more than massu-.-
but sha's gonna kill me. HAHAHAHA.

iac was irritating. super rush la!
>:(
stupid JACK ASS kept LMS-ing me.
LMS in his words = LI MIN SUCKS.
you stupid jack ASS.
JACK ASS JACK ASS JACK ASS!!!
pfffffffffft.

sat with stingray (xinrui) for lms instead.
was doodling on my notes as usual.
lms notes is the most vandilized one in the entire year. HAHAA.
played with stingray a bit cos the tutor was too boring.
:P
OH! AND I HAVE FOUND ANOTHER NEWS LOVER! <3
yanzhen; but she like ryo-.-
shall kope videos from her WAHAHAH.

okay for the freaked out part:
walking home, reached the door step alr.
one guy in this blue car came and asked me directions to NP.
i was being nice; AND UNTHINKING, and told him the directions.
then he was like OKAY. THANKS A LOT. WHATS YOUR NAME?
that time, i was like -.- alr. so i just said MS WONG.
then he was like ERR, CAN I BUY YOU A DRINK SOME DAY TO THANK YOU?
and i said NO THANKS (duh!) and went inside.

totally stupid. should have pretended to be living in another house.
:/

but now thinking back, AND AFTER MY MUM&SIS FREAKING ME OUT,
why& HOW THE HELL would someone looking for NP be near my house?
-.- as in like 2 small streets from the main road, IN the private housing estate?
:/
then my sis said MAYBE ITS A KIDNAPPER. YOU SHOULD HAVE JUST SAID F* OFF.
im all -.-''
&mum said MAYBE HE IS INTERESTED IN YOU.
my response was: THEN HE MUST BE BLIND-.-

and im REALLY SCARED now:(
*how i wish i have yamapi to protect me~* hahah! SHEESH.

but seriously, i didnt think that much at that time.
i was just trying to be nice. give directions...
okay. i'll say ms TAN next time (if it happens again).
and say IM A TUITION TEACHER FOR SOMEONE STAYING HERE if he asks.
freak.
im scared:(

but maybe i can use this as a reason to ask kor to be my driver to&from school. HAHAHA.
since he's so free.
-.-

someone tell me im not freaking myself out AGAIN.
:/

jaa.

cooool.

2009-01-22T21:06:00.002+08:00

yaye! yr1 sem2 term4 week2 is OVERRRRR.
:)
(well, i dont count friday as a day of school cos its IS-.-)

anyways, jap test was pretty fun.
i was the scond last to finish.
or rather the second last to submit.
i finished in like 30mins for the 50mins test LOL.
err, for the writing test, i only recognized one mistake so far cos i missed out a GA.
pffffffffffft.
im sure there are others too. just that i dont wanna know-.-
reading test had 21MCQs which was quite alright.
finished in 10mins. LOL.

took class photo & said a formal ARIGATOU to kana-sensei.
she is really super nice i'll miss her loadssssss:(
she said she'll miss our class a lottt cos we're the BEST bunch the ever had.
cos we're funny AND NOISY.
then she complained that her previous classes disappointed her by dropping out halfway.
only 13 out of 24 was left at the end.
then she said her current friday class (ZOE'S CLASS) is too quiet, like theyre all stoning.
-.-''
ya, can be reflected from zoe.
HAHAHA.
kana sensei was said to me: MM. I KNOW YOU STUDY VERY HARD. *smiles*
i was so glad. at least my hard work paid off (though i BET have multiple mistakes).
i studied at least 5hours for the test in total lorrr.
*cocky face*

anyways, my group got pretty pissed with the bmgt tutor cos he wanted us to add a hell load of things last minute. last week during the consultation he was like OKAY, NOT BAD.
and worse still, TMR IS THE DEADLINE!
freakkkkkkk him seriously.

didnt do anything for dss.
but ty to my team of it experts i got off the hook again :P

tuesday: maec test was a lot easier than expected.
monday: messed up another poa class test wtshit.

jaa.

2009-01-19T14:19:00.005+08:00

i know of something that i can tell myself.

PFUIT.

(big deal in french??)

youre not a big deal.
get out of my sorrows.

i shall live with you on that word.
life suddenly seems beautiful.

jaa.

:'(

2009-01-19T13:47:00.003+08:00

today's poa test was alright.
but i was careless and lost i think i lost 10marks for nothing.
fked up.
everything is.
and i really, truely did not revise.
i just did my tutorial and it worked just fine for my understanding to solve accounting questions.

im sorry namely: shahirah, zoe, kaifeng & kenny.
you four are the only ones with access to my blog now.
sorry that youve to login now.
(kenny, your invited cos at least you tag-.-)
there are some things that i have to write out somewhere before i go crazy.
you can choose not to read, of course.
its personal. i didnt want to blog about it.
but i couldnt find another place where i can jot down my feelings.
so you may leave, AFTER TAGGING.
...
...

i dont know.
cheryl told me that no one's perfect.
i know that im not perfect, for sure.
but i thought that some people might actually understand me.
and treat me like a REAL friend.
is it true that you can never find another true friend in poly?
if its so, i might have just stepped into hell.

i needed someone who understands.
i wanted someone to talk to when i needed.
i wished ZAPLS never to have seperated.
but other than cheryl, jasmine & pris, i have no one else in NP.

i told you many things.
i opened up to you more than the one 2 friends i have now in poly.
but now i found that you have been backstabbing me.
i know im not perfect.
i know that i cannot satisfy you as a good friend..
as a TRUE friend.
but at least im truthful, im honest and i never ever talk bad about my friends behind their backs.
and i never treat it as if i like her even if i dont.
why must you hide it from me?

its a pain to need to find out these things from someone else.
why cant you just tell me straight?
tell me that you dont like this and that of me, so that i can change?
its not even your problem even if i could take it or not from there.
im not going to lie about how much i hate about you.
i wont.
i dont want to.
cos i know if it bottles up, its just going to hurt the relationship even more than it should.
and that i'll hurt you more in the end..

so what cant you just do the same?
at least give me a chance to improve..

if its not for cheryl, and without sha's prompt replies,
i wouldnt have gotten over things as well as im doing right now.
yes, im still sad.
and im more disappointed.
the ones that i trusted more than anyone in this damned school betrayed me.

i prayed for an answer.
i asked if i should just pretend that nothing had happened and act like im stupid enough not to have noticed you talking behind my back.
im very sensitive.
but at least i know n0w, that i should not pin hopes on you being a good friend.
and im not going to be a bitch back to you.
i'll just be more careful about what i do/say in front of you.
so that i wont give you another chance to backstab me again.

you made going to school more painful than it already is.
and i really thank you for that.
for reminding me that the world is too complicated for my understanding.
and telling me that trusting you was wrong all these time.

thank you S for replying my msgs.
thanks cheryl, for being truthful and helping me reach out to God again.
thank you Lord, for never abandoning me.
at least i know that im not totally alone..

and now that im feeling better, i have to start revising.
but im hungry after the crying-.-
and i eat when im depressed. pffffft.
craving for maggie+sunnysideup+sausages.

jaa.

talking about stress! :(

2009-01-18T23:54:00.003+08:00

TESTS/DATES TO NOTE:
19Jan (POA class test -Fixed assets)
20Jan (MAEC CT2 -Govt&Agg.Exp.)
22Jan (BasicJap Reading&Writing Test)
22Jan (DSS PBL2 -to be done by then for extra participation marks!)
23Jan (BMGT project due)
28Jan (BLAW class test)

09Feb (DSS EXAM. WTSHIT)
20Feb (BLAW finals 2-4pm)
23Feb (MAEC finals 9-11am)
24Feb (BMGT finals 9-11am)
25Feb (POA finals 9-11am)

what could possibly be worse than having tests coming EVERYDAY?!
luckily BLAW and MAEC is in front.
the memorizing subjects that would use up my already used up brain cells.
cant be bothered about management so it shall be last minute again.
but POA is like the LAST and im so screwed!

im eager+worried more for my Jap!
i MUST do well! i MUST get AD!
cos it's like the the only achievable thing i'll get a distinction in ever.
pffffffffffft.

MAEC common test 2 on tuesday.
shall study tmr.

things i did today:
1. POA tut! (no revision for tmr's test heck alr)
2. BLAW tut (only sectionA cant be bothered to do LAC as yet)
3. DSS unit7!!! (the super duper power thing. miracle!)
4. MAEC tut (money policy can kill. i dont know how to do many):)

things i NEED to do:
1. revise MAEC for CT2.
2. BLAW tut (damned LAC)
3. DSS unit6 (cos i didnt do it myself last time round AND ITS TESTED!!)
4. STUDY FOR JAP TEST!!!
5. blasted IAC?
6. MOREEEEEEE REVISION.
7. SHIT DSS PBL2!!!

lets say students has no life.
:(
sighs.

anyways, may God bless hs's dad.
&my parents..
and my brothers' stomachs -.-

jaa.

sleepy. oyasumi!

You belong with me

2009-01-17T22:06:00.004+08:00

Taylor Swift; You Belong with me

You're on the phone with your girlfriend
She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
She'll never know your story like I do

Chorus:
But she wears short skirts I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming 'bout the day
When you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all, along so why can't you see
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench thinking to myself
"Hey, isn't this easy?"

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
And what you doing with a girl like that?

Chorus:
She wears high heels I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming 'bout the day
When you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all, along so why can't you see
You belong with me
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know baby
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you driving to my house, in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see
You belong with me
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know baby
You belong with me
You belong with me
You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me

seriously love this song and the lyrics.
chorus especially :)

jaa.

lms.

2009-01-16T12:09:00.001+08:00

lms-ing sounds like pms-ing.
i think im suffering from both alr.
damn irritated and sian now.

ppt not done.
ARGHHH.
not rehearsed.
wtshit.

im hungry:(

jaa.

:(

2009-01-15T13:54:00.003+08:00

bahahaha. black with white earpiece.
:D
i want one too.
my earpiece is like falling apart.
pfffffffffft.

bmgt presentation just now. we just hecked and i just blabbered through.
:/
DSS now. dont know a shit.
freak it.

im worried about lms seriously.
ppt not even up yet wtshit.
arghhhhhhhhhhhh.
im so pissed with it as long as i pass, i cant care more.

back to work.
:(

jaa.

effing pissed.

2009-01-13T18:38:00.002+08:00

okay i know its rude and all, but im really effing pissed with the blaw rep!
i can freaking do a better job that her la!
what type of rep is this man seriously!!!
last minute then tell us need to do this do that.
eff you la!
then your own group everytime escape with the easiest qn.
whats this?!
abusing authority arh shit ass!
>:(
everytime tell us one day before as if we dont have other things to do!
freaking pissed okay!
and its not like the question assigned is easy or anything la!
no sense of responsibility at all!
CALL YOURSELF A REPRESENTATIVE.
its utterly SHAMELESS!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

projects are killing me already.
and now, every a stupid tutorial also need to make me so pissed.
and i dont even know a shit of how to do this okay.
what the eff.

BMGT PROJECT x2.
LMS PROJECT.
MAEC TUTORIAL.
BLAW TUTORIAL.
wth.
damn freaking super pissed.

jaa.

arghhh.

2009-01-12T19:42:00.003+08:00

ARGHHH.
maybe its after dinner (SPAGETTI OMGGGGG MY FAVE SUMMORE!!!) that i weighed myself.
cos freak i gained weight again.
FREAK FREAK FREAK FREAK FREAKKKKK!

no more kaki fuyong with cheryl alr!
(she plans to eat it every school day until canteen1 closes down).
omggggggggg.
:(
huishan, i need to lose weight more than you do so shut up!
TSKKKK.

okay new year resolution to be worked towards achieving.
err, 10kg?
hopefully la.
target of the month: 2kg.
BAHAHAHA.
its been long since i starved myself.
hmmmmm:/
:'(

mummy's lips are still swollen.
looking at her makes me :(.
but its better now cos at least she can eat.
but no hot, no spicy, so salty food. and duh, no HARD food that requires her front tooth.
its like hell for her-.-
sighs.
heart ache:(

DSS is freaking me out.
I HATE IT, SHITTTT! :(
still have some tutorials to do.
and and and manyyyyyyyy projects!
BMGT x2, LMS & DSS PBL2.
shitstuff.

glad hakim did pretty well this time round.
L1B4 14.
kenny err, i think its good enough! COME NP!!!
lol.
tohzhiwei disappointing arhh. tsk.
you last time taught me maths eh. still scold me stupid. wtshit.

tired.
daddy's coming home!!!
SUPER HAPPY~
chester is super adorable. made my day.
welcoming hug from him this afternoon.
(im trying not to think about the reason to it: make me happy so i would bring him out gaigai)
hahah:/

meeting lms team so video the damn project during lunch break.
pffffffft.
then meeting zoe after school for makan place! woohoo~
im supposed to cut fats ehhhh.
:(
whatever arh.
i can still fit into my extra-extra-extra-extra-extra-large pants.
lol. PFUITTT! (big deal in french)

everyone is going to start complaining that im getting fatter and bigger each CNY.
its the entire bad thing about it. sighs.
:(
i'll have to prepare myself for that.
siannnns.

till then,
DAMNED DSS.
&maybe BLAW tutorial BusinessOrganization1(LAC Qn3)
&MAEC tutorial Government&FiscalPolicy (CaseStudyQn onwardsss)
siansssss...

im stuck at until 6-1.
HUISHAN, HELP PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
:(

tagged by buddy:
leaving out the rules&regulations cos i dontknow, dontcare, cantbebothered.

10weird facts/habits/unknown facts about me:
1. i used to bite my nails when i was young.
2. im a crazy toilet singer. always get complaints from my sister. pfffft.
3. i hunt for food a lot (opening fridges even, just for the sake of opening) and it all went to my tummy:(
4. i walk to the bathroom first thing in the morning and sit on the toilet bowl for 10mins (asleep most of the time) before i start brushing my teeth-.-
5. i dont like my right eye. cos its smaller. lol.
6. i need to listen to music everyday. while preparing for school, walking to school, bathing. i need music to fall asleep.
7. i have a body temperature slightly lower than others. thanks to low metabolic rates. damn shit. meaning i burn fats slower. meaning FAT.
8. i was in TAF club from primary1 till sec2. always just on the margin to overweight. idiotic.
9. my tears are worthless. they come so easily.
10. errr, i think im a fugly, fat and stupid person. thats how i see myself. low self-esteem:/

tags:
1. AuntieHuang.
2. TaiMa.
3. Huishan.
4. Limei.
5. Yunqi.
6. Yeeling.
7. TaiMa.
8. AuntieHuang.
9. AuntieHuang.
10. AuntieHuang.

10 ARE YOUs:
1. Are you single?:
-Fortunately&Unfortunately, nobody wants me:(
2. Are you happy?
-Not quite. unless with friends. im sad when i have personal time.
3. Are you bored?
-YES. I REFUSE TO DO DSS.
4. Are you fair?
-Nope. im pretty tanned. LOL. Nope, im not a fair person too. but i try to be.
5. Are you Italian?
-Nope, i once wished i was. now, i want to be a japanese. hahaha.
6. Are you intelligent?
-Definately NOT.
7. Are you honest?
-In life, most of the time.
8. Are you Irish?
-Nope. How could i be multi-nationale? this is stupid-.-
9. Are you nice?
-Most of the time, to people i know, yes.
10. Are you funny?
-Yes? hahaha.

10Facts:
1. Full Name:
-Wong Li Min
2. Nicknames:
-Sarcastic, BracesMonster, L, Lemon, Wongwong, WongLee.....
3. Birthplace:
-Singapore. pffft.
4. Hair colour:
-Black. boring.
5. Natural hair style:
-Messy, natural curls, frizzy.
6. Eye colour:
-Super dark brown.
7. Birthday:
-25June.
8. Mood:
-Feeling stupid now. Sad.
9. Favourite colour:
-Purple&Red.
10. One place you'd like to visit:
-Make it two places you'd like to go and never come back: Japan, Heaven?.

jaa.

worst morning.

2009-01-11T22:49:00.002+08:00

i was frightened awake this morning.
heard a loud solid knock from the stairway.
then a sound of groans of a familiar voice.
and there i saw her lying at the bottom of the stairs.
mum fell.
i ran.
saw her bleeding.
went all crazy and cried.
i was terrified.

i yanked the toothbrush through my teeth.
threw the first clothes i touched on.
ran for the car.
went to the hospital.
waited hell long.
fatrat threw a fit at the doctor-in-training who was at a loss when my mum lost conciousness.
i almost fainted together.
trying to call her awake..
trying to keep her awake.
trying to stop her from bleeding.
her hand started shivering really violently.
she didnt respond to us.. or she couldnt.
her lips were pale apart from the blood.
her face was white. cold...
but the doctor-in-training at the emergency room was still at a loss.
fatrat screamed at her to send mum to a doctor.
i was so afraid.
i felt to helpless.
i can even feel the blood draining from my head.
i prayed for God's blessings.
i was so fearful i started crying again when i left the room when they pushed mum to better hands.

the wait was the longest i've ever, ever experienced.
the doctor finally came with her first examination.
said that mum had deep cuts on her lips from her fall face-down.
i almost died when she said that mum went for serveral x-rays.
waiting for the reports.
might need to be warded. probably even an operation if theres a fracture.
but we have to wait for the official reports to be out first.
more waiting..

several ambulances pushed emergency patients in.
each time bringing more worried visitors like myself in.
and the waiting area was crowded.
many different faces but one common expression.
worried. pained.
one of those injured was an injury of the backbone.
if its really serious, he might be paralyzed neck down.

i thought about how fragile is one's life.
how we're not made to fall.
how we cannot be a single bit careless.
how easily one's life can be taken away with God and never be returned.
maybe i was unduly worried.
but im not an optimist.

waited until 1plus.
after 4hours plus of wait.
4hours of worries.
doctor finally came out with the reports and instructed us some stuff.
mum did not suffer any major injuries and dislocation, fractures.
i was thanking God for hearing for once more, mum's voice.
but her worries, yet again, is whether or not we have eaten..
just like in the morning, when she fell, she did not care if she was bleeding, if she could stand up again, but if her blood had soiled the clothes she had just hand-washed.
its crazy how insane things are.
but when youre a mother, your family is everything.
selflessness.
im sure i wouldnt be able to be as cool as mum can be.
never, ever.

went for lunch, i never realised how hungry i was until the first food entered my mouth.
the doctor called, said that i could go fetch mum.
then mum called, asked us to eat first before fetching her back.
im sure she's as hungry as i was then.
&im all like !@#$^&":*( cos i wondered how much mummy can really put up with.
its like there isnt a limit.
as if i could even eat happily when she is still there, with those worried visitors.
i couldnt bare to let her see and feel whatever i felt there.
its crazy.
so i half-ran to the waiting area, signed her out.
brought her to the pharmacy.
then walked her to the food court.
looking at her swollen lips and the blood that is dried up around them.
i can really cry.
but all she said was im fine, im fine, dont worry.
im sure i would be crying non-stop if i were her.
im not strong enough.
not even near to face any injuries.

but having her beside me then was such a comfort.
her walking, speaking, feeling hungry.
sure, she cant bite.
she cant open her mouth wide.
she cant take hot food.
but still, its pleasantly comforting.
she is fine now.
:)

i've never felt so helpless before.
when she started shaking, it was the most painful time ever, ever in my 17years of existance.
i wouldnt mind giving up 10years of my life to trade away the pain she had to endure.
thank God that mum's alright.
&God bless those who are injured as well.

God answers prayers.

jaa.

tired!

2009-01-08T21:22:00.004+08:00

major lack of rest:(
slept at 3am after a longgggggggg talk with mummy.

we talked about many things.
things that i have never heard from her before.
and things that i had never dared to share with her.
or at least, willing to share..
i felt so light-hearted i slept well.
(partly cos i was really tired by then)
i cried.

i laughed.

i blushed.

my breath caught.

but it was worth it.

i asked her:
1. if it is alright and normal to develop likings for guys -.- (yes i know its dumb but my parents are sooooo conservative and the alright part is never a yes. then she told me about blush-ifying sex/BGR talk and i was like hmmmm all the way-.- i dont wanna know. SERIOUSLY OMG.)

2. how i should have reacted when that BUBBLETEA AUNTIE accused me. (she taught me to be stern and dont care if im being rude or not cos its her fault.)

3. i told her about the flasher incident. (she shared her experience last time too. LOL. and she asked me to get a pepper spray. HAHAHA. and well, SCREAM.)

we talked about my grandmother and if she could still teach us how to cook nonya dishes.
we talked about my late grandfather being a poet and wrote an entire cupboard full of poems throughout his life. i asked my mum to compile them and publish it before it decays.
we talked about how mummy suffered through these years as a housewife/taitai. i realised that married life isnt easy &how being sensitive makes things worse.
we talked about almost everything that happened to come into our minds.

a heart-to-heart talk.
the first one that i really said everything!

my mum is so cool at times.
i love my okaasan!
:)

4hours of sleep is barely enough for me.
:(
woke up half-dead and walked to school as usual drinking vitagen to keep me awake-.-
lecture was alright. tutorial was horrifyingly boring as always.
lunch with the clique cant get any better.
lots of jokes.
went to check out the cca fiesta which had nothing much-.-
more jokes.
cheryl did something really classic just like an auntie!
huishan is nice to tease.
we're so noisy together:P

theyre the only other group of friends i really enjoy being with.
but ZAPDS can never be replaced in my heart.
:)

went to DSS and left when the rest came i felt so evil but yet so good.
HAHAHA.
alumni thing was horrible.

i will NEVER agree to anything that is got to lead

TECKWHYESECONDARYSCHOOL students anymore.

and it was so tiring to be their facil!
but it was nice to see mdm lye and mdm sharena! :D
though ms charmaine lim and ms toh and err mdm komala and mr silvum made me half-sian before anything started.
sighs.
but the ambass girl whom i really look upon to now, Shermaine, had a bottomless pit-worth of patience and she is so nice.
i learnt so many things from her.
but at the same time, comparing to her, i feel so insignificant.
she gladly took all the KID's nonsense and even was happy they were like that!
O.O
she was very dedicated in what she is doing.
SHE IS AMAZING.
i need to learn from her.
and i have a learn A LOT.

passed by makan place many many times i was tempted to go in.
i heard it stinks like hell in there.
-.-
oh wells.
i'll have to eat the food there someday:(
15feb onwards especially...
sighs.
and smell the stinky oily scent hahah.?

met jasmine at 5.15pm.
ate chicken chop.
scanned through jap notes.
went for class half-dead.
i was super duper tired jasmine was all O.O'' when she saw me.

like she was going to ask
"WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?!"
or "OMG YOU LOOK LIKE YOU GOT ABUSED!"
if she didnt know what i did before.
sheeshhhhh.

jap class was okay.
funny but i was not on my best:/
too tired:(
and i only can take jlpt4 (lowest level) after 201 eh omg.
that would be like 2 years before i can understand BASIC japanese like OMGGGG.
:'(
i'll try my best.

ganbarimasu!!!

just ripped Fearless into spasm.
TaylorSwift is really good! :D
You're Not Sorry. Hey Stephen. White Horse. You Belong To Me.
EVERYTHINGGGGGGGGGG is so nice!
i was to master EVERY SINGLE SONG!!!
hahahah!

my eyes are =.= now.
not -.- cos now theres eyebags.
sighs.

and i cant to lms thanks to JACK.
arghhhhhhhhhh.
iac, sent to shawn to do the rest.
bmgt (controlling) -tmr.
bmgt (group work) -tmr?

sighsssss.
sad life.

jaa.

HAPPY! :D

2009-01-07T22:41:00.002+08:00

happy day today.
errr, only applies to the night.

BLAW results back.
was horrible:(
i dont even dare to tell mummy:'(
sighsssssss.
after making her so happy with my POA&MAEC results...
its like breaking her heart.
im such a failure!
:(

BLAW presentation was err, stupid?
ruth's and sandra's group video kicked ass!
but animation takes hellllllll loads of time!
:(
anyways, we spent hours doing the stupid presentation for a 4mins presentation.
supposed to be 10mins but thanks to MRPAULNG, WHO ROCKED, we can just say
YOU CAN READ IT YOURSELF.
pffffft.
waste our time eh.
but arh, he said we got a B to B+ presentation.
lol. at least better than my common test results:(
68/100.
thanks to LAC i lost 10 marks out of 26.
fishhhhhhhhhhhhhh:(

did project, yunqi joined us and omg she is one HUGE eater O.O
but she is super fun to be with.
laughed A LOT after the presentation.
then bus-ed to westmall.
bought TAYLOR SWIFT'S FEARLESS.
blasting it now and its really nice:D
bought L too though i watched it.
but yeah :P

window shopped, SAW SUPER TEMPTING NEWS POSTERS AT COMIC'S CONNECTION AND I NEARLYYYYYYY BOUGHT THEM.
too bad i was carrying too many stuff alr-.-
if not, wahahah!
bought doreen's present (a cross necklace) and went to the library to do some work.
well, did very little:/
sha FINALLY came and we went to find her KUACHI but i ended up buying bubble tea.

pissed off part of today:
I GAVE THE AUNTIE A $2 NOTE.
THE GIRL BESIDE ME GAVE HER 2 $1 COINS.
SHE TOOK MINE WHILE TALKING.
THEN AFTER THAT SHE INSISTED THAT I DIDNT PAY.
& I ENDED UP HAVING TO PAY HER TWICE FOR THAT BUBBLE TEA THAT IS NOT NICE.
SO PISSED OFFFFFF!
>:(
HELLO! AS IF I WOULD NOT PAY FOR MY DRINK!
ITS NOT A PROBLEM OF $2 MORE TO PAY FOR NOTHING.
ITS BEING ACCUSED THAT IM PISSED ABOUT!
sha saw me take out the money lor.
i was O.O when she got pissed off and scolded F.
but thanks. she needed that one. LOL.

bus-ed to KAP to meet the rest.
loads of laughter.
FINALLY, D-ZAPLS ARE RE-UNITED!!!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDD
some gross talk, lots of girl's talk, twilight talk, saliva-.- talk...
and the cannot-be-missed, SUPER LOADS OF LAUGHING!!!
i think the entire place was filled with our laughing.
especially LIWPEIXUAN.
she was as loud as a siren. now, LOUDER than one.
we had to SHHHHHHHHH her manymany times.
-.-
but i love her because of that too.
:)
i love them all too much it was painful to be seperated.
:'(

home-d at 8.30pm.
bought satay&otah for mummy.
the uncle working there was so nice!
he was cleaning the table and i was stoning while waiting &he told me he was hungry.
i was like O.O and smiled at him though.
then after that he went to the kitchen to take some pisang goreng and offered them to me.
LOL. HOW SWEET!
:D
i politely said bye to him before i left.
lol.
my smile must have made his day!
HAHAHAHAHA. *pukes*

14FEB. HUISHAN'S BIRTHDAY.
14FEB. VALENTINE'S DAY.
14FEB. DATE WITH Z-LOVE!
:DDDDD
WASEDA SHIBUYA JAPANESE HIGH SCHOOL, HERE WE COME!!!
CAN GET TO KNOW CUTE JAPANESE ~~GUYS~~!
*blush*

jaa.

BIMBO PHONE! >:(

2009-01-06T22:25:00.003+08:00

CURSE MY STUPID LG BIMBOTIC PHONE!
ARGHHHHHHHHH.
I'LL NEVER, EVER BUY ANOTHER LG PHONE COS ITS SUPER LOUSY!!!
SO PISSIFYING TO THINK THAT I'LL HAVE TO LIVE WITH IT FOR ANOTHER YEAR!
>:(

STUPID CAMERA BUTTON SPOIL.
LISTEN TO MP3 SO TROUBLESOME NOW.
PISSSSSSSSSSSSSSED.

~>:(

shagged.

2009-01-06T20:46:00.002+08:00

okay im getting crazy.

the thing i wanted to say was:
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY AUNTIE HUANGGG!!!
:D
(i've said the rest in the 10 messages long text so it shall be kept in private:P)

DSS results not good:(
kind of destroyed all our moods.
saw CHEWYYYYY after sooooo damn long again and she asked me to go scc again HAHA:/
sorry arh, tmr i have a date! :$
saw massu-once-look-alike (jingyi) too! but sians arh.
once i think about massu, im high but at the same time, im sad:(
DOUSHITE?!?!?!?! :'(
okay then i saw stalker and i supported his friend's booth.
calamari was pretty bad (according to my mum) LOL!
oh wells~ thank goodness i didnt eat HAHAH.

half-did my motivation tutorial.
just noting the answers in the lecture notes but didnt go write them out.
cant be bothered like SERIOUSLY.
ARGHHHH.

really dont know what to do for IAC.
DAMNNNNNN HOW?!
:(
i have nothing to crap now cos im tired.
&&&still have bloody lms to do.
JACKandthebeanstalk!!! SEND ME THE STUPID SCRIPT SO I CAN DO THE STUPID CASTING AND CONFLICT MANAGEMENT STYLES&STRATEGIES!!!

tmr have BLAW presentation.
SIANS.
:(
then after that need to do BMGT project.
planning to cut hair after that.
&MEET THE LOVES OF MY LIFE TO CELEBRATE A BELATED AUNTIE'S BIRTHDAY.
lol. the only thing im looking forward to for tmr.
sighs....

no mood:(

jaa.

moans.

2009-01-05T17:52:00.003+08:00

okay i've got an allergy/rash on my face.
and it's super painful and dry.
and FUGLY.
:'(

need to record tegoshi's HappyBirthday part again.
sorry YamapiHaniz-san from NIF!
:( i've delayed it for months!!!
omg im so horrible!!

massu's hair...
:'(
:'(
:'(

good thing today.
saw eyesweet today!
:D
he took my breath away.
while i was climbing the stairs.
super breathless by the time i reached level4.
:')

&&&i shall only blog about the other thing tmr.
:P

only BLAW results not back yet. wednesday = crying day.
hope i didnt fail/do too badly. or else, DIE.
did surprisingly well for POA and MAEC.
i expected an 80+ for MAEC & max 60 for POA only.
-.-
but who's complaining with better scores?
:)

Thank Jesus.
:DDDDD

jaa.

massu's haircut

2009-01-04T20:12:00.003+08:00

I FEEL LIKE CRYINGG BIG TIME! :'(
massu cut his hair SHORT and im so frigging saddened by it!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PPKo1jrZ5JM&feature=related
look at 1.45.

i miss his floppy, bouncy, ~~mushroom~~ hairstyle of the past.
please grow it back massu!
:(

as a result, i want a haircut too.
(well, i guess i NEEEEED it..)
pris asked me not to cut it short (like massu) or perm (like yamapi).
but guess what?
i actually had the urge to..
well, i shall listen to pris-love.

i wanna dye my hair rainbow.
perm it and then rebond it back.
then streak it like i've never seen colours before.
& shave bald after that.
hmmmmmm.
one word to it.
emo.

had okonomiyaki @ jurong point just now.
at yakiyakido? (something like that...)
its pretty good.

but thanks to motion sickness from the stupid old, noisy, stuffy & stinky cab,
i feel like puking.
ARGHHHHHHHHHH.

im gonna moan.
for some period of time.
and i havent done my hw. (refers to previous post)
SHITTTTT.

jaa.

2009

2009-01-04T00:21:00.003+08:00

im FOUR days behind but whatever.
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLEEEEE :D

wishing all loves a merry 2009!
may god bless you & that you will not be affected by the recession too badly!

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS:
(i read that 2-3 would be best. too many would result in blaablaablaa...)
1. Lose weight. errr, 10kg? (never fail to top3 in my resolution every year. sickening!)
2. Get better grades. GPA target 3.4. or 3As& NO Cs&below..
3. Be a good girl. (includes not being last minute in hw &not messing up my already messy room!)

okay.
im just done with SOME homework&projects.
really tired now.

done:
- POA tutorial on closing journal entries (Excel AGAIN PFFFFFT)
- DSS unit5 applications 5-1 & 5-2 & 5-3 (up to part8 and im STUCK)
- BMGT tutorial (10MCQ) of leadership BORINGGGG.
- PRINTED OUT NOTES FOR MOST STUFF. 68pages. another ink cartrige down:(
- BLAW project -slides designing.

to be done TOMORROW:
- MAEC Money&GovernmentFiscalPolicy TutorialSSSS.
- BMGT project (research on Vietnam&Thailand food culture + Point3)
- IAC project (CRAP MORE ON POINTS)
- LMS project (ARGHHHHHHHH!!!)
- DSS unit5 applications 5-3 (part8&after) & 5-4

im no where near done.
DAMNNNNNN IT.

oh! i finished another book (only 198pgs?) in one day.
i cried like mad during the ending and my eyes were swollen when i left home for lunch-.-
i think the title is For One More Day (by Mitch Albom).
super sad, but its really nice.
im gonna read it again soon.

something like that.
gorilla passed to me another heart wrenching novel, Night.
shall read it!
&cry again! :(

jaa.

2008-12-30T16:40:00.002+08:00

finished 1/2 of DSS.
bloody shit took my afternoon away.

shall do poa tonight.
or maybe maec.
hmmmm.

im a freaking slacker.
i think im supposed to finish my hw like ytd.
-.-

zoe, i think they do look alike!
HAHAHAHHAHAHA.
but guess what? yamapi is the most handsome one!
:D lol.

jaa.

accident.

2008-12-26T22:43:00.003+08:00

oh btw, have anyone been into an accident before?

its erm, quite an experience i have to say....

to see another car knocking into yours.

O.O

i kinda got into one minor accident where the other driver knocked into our car when cutting lane from the opposite direction.

so basically, we were going straight.

(our car is the purple one in the pic, their's the red.)

so that dude was turning into the hospital.

so by right, he is supposed to look out for cars cos he is cutting through our road.

but obviously he was not paying attention and turned in without looking.

the floor was slippery from the rain.

we were on the yellow box then, and that dude cut in abruptly.

my bro slapped brakes and locked the tyres.

still, the yellow box paint was slippery and BANG X.X

thankfully, kor braked.

he said the car would be gone if he hadnt.

that dude's car plate flew off-.-

our bumper and car structure was damaged pretty badly.

its scary.

thank God for protecting us.

mybro&i (sitting on the right side) would have gotten a bad hit if not for kor's quick reflexes.

2nd time i've escaped from a T-junction accident unharmed.

if i say im not blessed, who is?

PHEWWWWWW.

yeah but we all freaked out for a second.

jaa.

ARGHHHHH.

2008-12-26T22:23:00.002+08:00

BERRY MERRY ~~CHRISTMAS~~BOXING DAY, PEOPLEEEEEE.

lotsa hw to catch up with.
i hate it.
and i freaking missed the deadline for iac quiz.
10% flew off just like this wtfush.

met up to do the projects.
IAC and LMS started alr.
and i hate them both.
ARGHHHHH.
BMGT-doing after school reopens.
BLAW-videoooo:(
BMGT(again)-pptslides&research.
MAEC-pretty much done.
DSS-dontknowwhattodo. heck it.

so yeah. i'll say im 20%done with the projects.

hw:
POA excel tutorial.
DSS elearning unit 5 applications.
MAEC tutorial.
BLAW tutorial.
BMGT tutorial.

damn it. im such a last minute person.
I DONT WANNA DO HWWWWWWWW!
:(

other than that, welcome back yunqi&sha! :D
my life's a bore-.- there's nothing to take about.

jaa.

quiz.

2008-12-21T20:39:00.002+08:00

Technology:
1. What is your computer wallpaper?
-spasm is clothed with a cow on the outside and my sexy monster on the inside.

2. How many televisions do you have at home?
-five. lol.

3. Are you right or left-handed?
-right. my left hand is pretty useless. no strength too:/

4. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
-yeah; like EVERYDAY. hahaha. dont you go to the washroom?-.-

5. What is the last item you picked up?
-myself.

6. Have you ever been knocked down?
-emotionally, yes. on those times, i felt like i couldnt move and was in excruciating pain:(

Bullshitology:
1. If it were possible, would you want to know when you will die?
-sometime yes, other times no. its good to know what to expect but its sad to know as well.

2. If you were to change your name, what would you change it to?
-Albert Einstein. hahaha. nah. a japanese name that goes well together with YamashitaTomohisa or TakahisaMasuda. probably with an Ai in there.

3. What colour would you think looks best on you?
-black? im emotional, dark and unpredictable. HAHA.

5. Have you ever swallowed a non-food item?
-i swallowed my saliva before.. does that count? lol. non-food item, i guess i had. paper. HAHAH. and i swallowed a chewing gum before. its a food item though:/

Dareology:
1. Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200K?

-nope. but butter fingers -yes please!

2. Would you kiss a member of the same gender for $100?
-hell yeah! i wouldnt do kiss a guy if i were one though:/

3. Would you agree to never blog again for $50K?
-yeah. i could turn to xanga or livejournals anytime.

4. Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250K
-not even if theyre all willing to vomit out last month's eggs.

5. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1K?
-yeah. i could mix it with lots of water and sugar to make it less spicy. they didnt specify that i couldnt what. LOL.

6. Would you, without the fear of punishment, take someone's life for $1million?
-nope. what for? dirty the hands. nightmares.

Dumbology:
1. What is in your left pocket?
-nothing. probably some dust...

2. Is napoleon dymainte a good firm?
-i have no idea.

3. Do you sit of stand in a shower?
-stand.

4. How many pairs of flip-flops do you own currently?
-4. 2 of which i dont wear out.

5. Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
-yup. i have them both even in my room.

6. Who is the last person who had text you?
-px. HeyWONG-ed me again-.-

7. Last person who called you?
-Miss call from mummy.

8. Person to hug you?
-Daddy.

Favouritology:
1. Number.
-25.

2. Season.
-Winter.

3. Colour.
-Purple&red on par now.

Currentology:
1. Are you missing someone now?
-yeah. yamapi&massu! hahaha.

2. Current mood?
-Emotional, bored, pissed, irritated.

3. Current listening to?
-the sound of my fan at high speed.

4. Currently watching?
-the time.

5. Worrying about?
-homework, sleep, fats, myself.

6. Currently wearing..?
-my heart on my sleeves.

Randomology:
1. First place you went this morning?
-my bathroom.

2. What can you not wait to do?
-get a driving license, badminton tmr, go to japan, watch NEWS live!

3. Are you a friendly person?
-i thought i was. but i cant seem to open up these days.

4. 3random picks to do this quiz:
-Huishan, Shahirah, Kenny.

jaa.

GRRRRRRRR.

2008-12-21T19:52:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!! :D
OTANJYOUBI OMEDETOU GOZAIMASU!
daddy, you rock my life. the most respectable person ever. the most loving dad ever. the best teacher ever. i love you! :)
youre not just-another-57yearold-ojisan.
YOURE MY PAPS AND I LOVE YOU:D

pretty pissifying day today.
very tired.
had a night with gorilla cos she had to give up her room to my relatives from malaysia.
sheesh. the guest room is occupied by another 2relatives from cheena.
ARGHH.
and she kept talking to me so i only got to sleep at 2.30am.
mostly, complaints and rantings though.
gorilla told me that the problem between my eldest brother&myself is that i am not street smart. but what is it got to do with me and him being so insensitive and uncaring?

1. both gorilla and myself agreed that calling someone a bitch can be fun. but of course, with a reason.

2. a conclusion i just made.
Rather be left on the shelf than to marry a guy like him (fat rat).
thats well, a bit big of a thing. but still, i'd die living with someone whom i cannot click with and talk to for my entire life.

3. jealousy is natural. being calculative is part of an in-born charcter. its how i protect my own rights and find a balance. FAIRNESS. is it wrong? i dont know. tell me. &i have to accept myself and believe that im not stupid.

4. im still looking forward to finding the 'fair' part of life. God is fair. but why arent i good at anything?

last night's dinner at Peony Jade @KeppelClub was pretty good.
meat&seafood overload X.X
10course meal is not my type-.-
too much good food. i prefer simple dishes.
lobster, abalone, sea cucumber, crab, scallop, prawns.
duck, chicken, pork, beef.
brocolli, asparagus &yucksy celery.
btw, it was for a belated celebration for my parents 25th anniversary.

OMEDETOU GOZAIMASU!!! :DDDDDDDDD

dimsum lunch today.
omg how to not get fat? :/

daddy kena knocked off 100+ bucks by them again. sighs.
daddy blew his cake from secret recipe that my aunts for for him and took pics with chester.
lol. super cute arh.
okay and chester eats practically everything.
and we'll need to send him for the animal planet show, Downsize my ~~pet~~Chester.

freaking internet, cant use msn now.
having problems posting this stupid thing too.
pissed.
&im tired of playing host and being the nice one all the time.
cant i have my own time of being the bitch and the freaking spoiled brat?
so what if im sensitive and calculative and stupid and fugly?
i want to be respected too.
for once, call me Limin. not OII.

jaa.

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

2008-12-20T11:27:00.002+08:00

i miss my painted nails lol.

doreen, why am i the ribbon-y one? -.-

i love my asS-ha.

sha with cat ears and px the rabbit LOL.

tiny little zombie heads.

gonna do project today.

waiting at stinking NP library.

freaking group members late AGAIN.

to think im still on time when i went to get materials last minute today at bt timah plaza.

why cant they take an extra step to contribute?

wait till they piss me off further, i'll mark them down for peer evaluation.

and i really will, if they continue to be this way.

PISSSSSSED.

and freak my home internet connection.

can upload pics in school.

wtshit.

ARGHHHH.

jaa.

fight with boredom.

2008-12-18T00:04:00.002+08:00

okay freak blogger cos i still cant upload pictures.
SHEESHHH.

okay now im booked on 30&31 for projects (tentatively).
thanks arh busy woman huishan&cheryl-.-
:(
TWILIGHT'S OUT TODAY!!! :D (time check: 12.08am 18/12)
yeahhhh man.
briefings tmr for i&e and open house '09.
then going out with jasmine&rachel. woohooo~
watching twilight tmr with ZAS!
cant wait to watch but its only rated 2.5 stars-.-
wtheck.

im bored.
went to school with gorilla&fatrat to 'exercise'. lol.
played a little netball and basketball.
basketball is SOOOOOOOOOO much easier in terms of shooting.
well, tyco in easier than netball, which i only got 1 in out of like, 20?
-.-
(ps: gorilla is my younger sister, fatrat is eldest brother and fatworm my second brother. LOL)
oh then fatrat sprained his foot playing soccer.
so we only played like for an hour. pathetic, i know.
his ankle is super swollen now we had to deliver his dinner to his room just now.
lol. sad rat.
(my sis calls him a hamster and im the fatsheep. TSK. STUPID MONKEY lol)

im bored so i'll do buddy's quiz on my own accord.
:/

1. Do you have any secrets?
-hell yeah. i try to prevent keeping secrets though:/ its tiring. but its inavoidable:(

2. Would you fall in love with someone younger than you?
-it depends but likely not. love may be blind, but i think im into someone more mature. to be the responsible one. lol.

3. How long would you wait for someone you really love?
-a few years maybe? feelings die off, not soon but not never. i want a blissful marriage like at 25? lol. thats if, if anyone wants me-.-

4. What will you do with 1Billion dollars?
-fly to japan immediately, give JE funds to open a concert for NEWS and be their only guest. record my own cd and buy christmas presents for the less fortunate. keep a quarter and give the rest to my parents. oh! and get a red ferrari/yellow porche.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
-not if that friend is a girl. hahaha.

6. Which is more blessed, being loved or loving someone more?
-its a different kind of blessing actually. being loved is what everybody wants but being able to love is so great as well. it means that you have something to share... which is beautiful:)

7. Five favourite things that you love (people excluded).
-the sunset, the snow, japan &its products, the things im blessed with, twilight (both the book&the time).

8. If the person you secretly likes is attatched, what would you do?
-it'll be normal to feel sad so i guess i would be. but i'll wish them well for sure too.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
-many things. from the simplest pleasures of life to daydreaming that my impossible dreams being fulfilled lol. i cannot forget the day when my dad bought me Chester. :D i was so very happy.

10. Five things that you hate.
-insects, being wrongly accused, exams, having mixed feelings, being all-so-fat.

11. What do you see yourself as in 10years time?
-working hard in japan, maybe happily married with a family. (i dream about the place though:/)

12. Who are the most important people to you?
-God, daddy&mummy, fatworm&gorilla&fatrat (fatrat-wise, though i dont like him much, he's still impt in my life.), ZAPSD, yamashita tomohisa, takahisa masuda, edward cullen, huishan, yeeling, cheryl, jasmine, buddy, huixiang (surprised? me too! he's a nice friend lol!), people in my contacts list.

13. What is the most important to you currently?
-Getting a degree.

14. Would you rather be rich&single or married&poor?
-rich&married. HAHAHA. who doesnt? i dont mind being poor as long as my other half is an upright person who is willing to work hard to earn a living. whichever makes us all happy. i dont need to feel full after each meal. it'll make me fatter and all the rich man's illnesses would come. lol. i'll be contented not feeling hungry. :D

15. What are your favourite colours?
-metallic red&purple&green&blue. dark but not too dark. like the colours of my manicure. i love the colours of the world too.

16. What are the things that you really want now?
-good gpa, a car license, NEWS albums, see NEWS live, good health for my family.

17. Would you forgive&forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?
-forgive yes, forget not. that'll happen almost all the time.

18. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
-take care, be happy, merry christmas. *smile widely*

19. Between friends&lover, who will you choose?
-i want both. if that lover wants all of me, he is not my lover. i cant live without my friends, but it'll be vice versa. there's always a balance in life, isnt it?

20. Do you believe in 'true love'?
-to a certain extent, yes. in dramas&movies, yes. in kinship, yes. in friendship, yes. between people, not quite. love-love, sometimes.

okay its 1.09am now-.-
i wasted my life here LOL.
im still not sleepyyyyyyyyyyyyyy oh no!
:(

jaa.

day out with D-ZPS

2008-12-16T23:22:00.009+08:00

happy day today!
:D
FINALLY got to see my loves.
after so long...

woke up @8.30am.
prepared and rushed out of home around 9.15am.
was reminded of the fun times of secondary school on bus 67.
i missed the journey, the bus stop, the walk to school...
:(

was early so met up with doreen and went to lot1 to get some food for our mini picnic.
initial plans to make sushi was cancelled sighs:(
went to tw mac for orange juice.
px&ain reached at 10.30am-.-
and ain had to leave for CIP like almost immediately.
well, i cant deny that im once again disappointed.
:(
we planned today, SO EARLY because we were told her CIP was like at 3pm.
so we still could have the morning for our fill of fun together.
sighs:(

-the words below might be a little vulgar, so read on your own accord. i need to vent it out seriously ARGGHHHHH-

proceeded to ain's void deck (for the table) cos tw park was dirty-.-
was having our private time chatting up and all and our enjoyment had to be so rudely interrupted by a freaking flasher.
and px was the one who told us about it.

HIS THING WAS FREAKING
HANGING OUT OF HIS FREAKING
UNZIPPED JEANS AND HE WAS FREAKING
LOITERING AROUND THE VOID DECK AND FREAKING
TRYING TO SHOW US HIS FREAKING
PRIVATE. WTF. IF I FREAKING
GET SORE EYES TMR YOURE FREAKING
GONNA BE CURSED SO BADLY YOURE FREAKING
GONNA BE SO SORRY FOR IT.
-change to FREAKING to Fking on your own accord.-

and i thought he was just some other passerby who was waiting for his friend or something.
WTF.
we hurriedly left cos obviously no one was hungry anymore.
should have heeded px's advise.
take a picture and send to Stomp.
i bet it'll be interesting.
and well, px took most notice of him (horny ass arh, px) and said he was front facing us and shaking when we were packing up.
and yes, i freaking saw him masturbating at the corner of my eyes and faggot, its gonna haunt me for the rest of my life.
damn freaking asshole.

i actually thought of something to say to him but i didnt bother.
*approach him*
Hey. Excuse me, but you might want
to zip up. your TINY toot is hanging out of your bottom and it is utterly unsightly. In case you didnt notice, there's nothing much down there for people to see anyways. So do you mind excusing yourself from me making a scene here before i do
something nasty to you AND your pathetic LITTLE thing?

HA. if i can say it out without my voice breaking or something, i bet he'll go home crying MUMMY and wished she had given him a bigger tap.
FK YOU! DONT YOU EVER, EVER LET ME SEE YOU AGAIN.

went to book court for monday, 11-4pm BADMINTON YO:D
causeway-ed after that, BOLT rocks.
teared a little at the ending.
took neoprints (pics will be up soon. stupid blogger/my freaking internet cant seem to work with uploading the images now) ARGHHH.
disturbed ain&her friend there (refer to zoe's blog).
hunt for nail polish remover.
home.

yeah.
18dec-OpenHouse&I&E Briefings + date with my jap honey:D
19dec-TWILIGHT (FINALLYYYYY) with ZAS.
20dec-Daddy&Mummy's 25thAnniversary Belated Celebration Dinner.
22dec-Daddy's Birthday + Badminton!
25dec-CHRISTMAS DAY! :DDDDDD
27-29dec-PROJECTS:(
+need to do tutorials&other hw.

&there goes my holidays:(

jaa.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!~

2008-12-13T13:29:00.001+08:00

okay congrats! :D
exams ended on thursday 5.30pm.
HAPPY SHIT.
i was in the holiday mood since beginning of elearning week (also before CTs).
so yeah. my revision was last minute throughout.
most disappointed in BLAW but happy for my POA cos i managed to balance the freaking balance sheet that i didnt dream about balancing before HAHAHA.
im gonna fail blaw most probably. SIGHS:(
got to see zoe on wednesday afternoon on the bus was a :) thing.
i miss that cow.

okay and i just assulted my nails.
painted my toes (as in the nails) blue and silver.
i feel so american.
-.o
next time i'll try white+red dot :D
GO NIHON!!!
my fingers are painted red and green.
the striking type so hohoho~ MERRY CHRISTMAS!
it wouldnt last till the 25th though:(
daddy'll be back on the 20th (HURRAYE!~) and i'll have to get the nail polish off my then.
SIGHS.
but my nails grow very fast though:/ so i'll have to remove it or it'll look wrong.
im so colourful now. :D
and my christmas fingers are hopping on my keyboard.
HAPPPPY! hahahaha.
im silly. i know:/

16december, ZAPZ+D please keep yourself freeeee.
picnic! one person make/bring one food item to PARTEHHHH~
i'll bring sushi if its edible and IF the right ingredients are cooked HAHA:/
CANT FRIGGGGGING WAIT!
i miss them alr! :(
i was thinking about this for a month alr LOL.

18december, TWILIGHTTT!
openhouse briefing then going out with greentea(L)!
yayeee~

pissed with my internet.
old router is spoiled and this new one sucks.
my internet kept coming on and off!
>:(
PISSSSSED!

HUISHAN&CHERYL&YEELING&TB08!
WANNA HANG OUT?
:D:D:D:D:D:D
im finding 'kaki's to hunt! lol.

jaa.

2008-12-09T16:09:00.003+08:00

sighs.
not started on revision and yeeling&all are like so chiong.
all wrote notes. memorized. practiced. blaa.
im still blogging.
-.-

sighs.
huishan didnt invite me to read her blog:(
so sad. but oh wellls~

i already cant wait for exams to end and im sneezing my lungs out.
fushta!

jaa.

crybaby.

2008-12-06T21:10:00.002+08:00

decided to sleep just now but i was lying on my mum's bed and watching teevee and couldnt fall asleep:(
and the rain didnt help.
it made my breathing more difficult when lying down:(
and i went to find this:

Breathing difficulty - lying down
Definition
-Breathing difficulty while lying down is an abnormal condition. A person with this condition must keep the head elevated (by sitting or standing) to be able to breathe deeply or comfortably. The condition may also cause a person to wake up suddenly during the night, feeling short of breath (paroxysmal nocturnal dyspnea).
Alternative Names
-Waking at night short of breath; Paroxysmal nocturnal dyspnea; PND; Difficulty breathing while lying down; Orthopnea
Considerations
-For people with some types of heart or lung problems, this is a common complaint. Sometimes the problem is subtle and is only noticed when the person realizes that sleep is more comfortable with lots of pillows under the head, or in a propped-up position.

Orthopnea or orthopnoea (Greek from ortho, straight + pnoia, breath) is dyspnea which occurs when lying flat, causing the person to have to sleep propped up in bed or sitting in a chair. It is the opposite of platypnoea.
-Orthopnea is a symptom of heart failure. It can also occur in those with asthma and chronic bronchitis, as well as those with sleep apnea or panic disorder. The condition is often due to left ventricular failure and/or pulmonary edema. It is also associated with Polycystic Liver Disease.

okay i think i might have orthopnea/panic disorder.
oh no:'( someone tell me i dont have heart attack or something.
:S
is it due to the narrow/swollen nose bridge?
i was told of that by my family doc once...
sighssssssss.

watched koizora again.
cried like 7times throughout.
start, force myself to stop, start, stop......
freaking crybaby-.-

jaa.

POA!!!

2008-12-06T14:56:00.003+08:00

okayokayokay!
should i say im pretty happy?
:D
well i guess i am!
:):):):):)

POA... well its not too good.
but i guess im pretty safe on the passing side of its common test now.
PHEWWWWWW.
if my first question (40marks worth out of 100) didnt get screwed up, i guess i'll pass!

thanks to manymany people though.
:D
JASMINE-my POA sensei.
HUISHAN-for teaching me some stuff/answering my doubts. (dont worry babe. im sure you'll be able to do as well for this ct! AD for bstats one eh dont playplay!:D)
PRISCILLA-for listening to me whines-.-
SHAHIRAH-for morning calling me:D
of course, the most important one who accompanied me though, God!
:)
its true that He answers to prayers.
im so blessed.

3.5 hours of sleep.
i was yawning everywhere i go.
while studying when i woke up at 4am-.-
while brushing my teeth.
while preparing for school.
when eating breakfast with my eyes half closed.
when sayang-ing chester&chelsea.
while walking out to the bus stop.
when i was on the bus, mainly caught up in the music than reading notes.
while crossing the stupid OLD-verhead bridge.
while waiting for yeeling&cheryl at the bus stop.
while walking to blk53.
while waiting for the exam to start.
WHILE I WAS ANSWERING THE QUESTIONS.
while leaving school.
while i was on my way to parkmall.
while i was brushing my teeth again.
while waiting for my turn to the dentist.
while mr.dentist was doing the checkup&fillings (thank goodness he was a gentle and careful man or my yawn would have led to a whole through my gum/tongue/lip-.-)
while walking to the bus stop.
while i was on the bus home.
while walking home.
while eating japanese pancake. (L)
while bathing.
and;
while typing my schedule for today here/now-.-

okay im freaking sleeeeeepy but my hair is still not dry yet.
im lazy to use the noisy hairdryer.

and omg.
my eldest brother just said ThankYou to me for taking my foolscape paper-.-
what a weird day.
:/

i miss shashashashasha alr:(
come back soon, love!

jaa.

woohooo~

2008-12-04T22:49:00.000+08:00

YESSA!!!
I FINALLY FINISHED FREAKING POA ELEARNING!!!
WOOOOOTS~

jaa.

POA!

2008-12-04T22:37:00.002+08:00

omgomgomgomg.
im ALMOST done with POA!
happy happy!
but i mean elearning only.
doing the reflection now.

the quiz, got 35/50.
surprising eh?
i got 27.5/50 for the first test, and i failed the second test.
sighs.
-.-

im happy now~
but still, tired.
:(

i guess i'll have to mugmugmug the first lecture of POA later.
sighs:(

jaa.

tired:(

2008-12-04T21:30:00.003+08:00

sigh:(
sorry hs for the delay in sending you the blaw!
HONTONI GOMENASAI!!!

shall finish POA by tonight as far as possible.
i need to revise like HELLLL:(

feel like ponning IS tmr eh.
i shall ask permission wahaha:/
i really need time to mug POA la.
tmr morning+night is not enough for sure!!!
stupid IS will take up like 4hours of precious time+preparing for school time+travelling time!!!
then will be tired and lazy after that.
:(

daddy went overseas again today:(
gorilla also reached singapore from her beijing trip today.
she bought be many things LOL. thanks girl!

alright. POA time:(
God bless.

jaa.

HAPPY 25TH ANNIVERSARY MUMSY&DADSY!

2008-12-03T16:59:00.007+08:00

Daddy ♥
the greatest& most honourable man in my life.
(other than God.)

Mummy ♥
the world's best mom who gave up many things
to look after 4 irritating pricks.

together, they are
My pillar of strength.

Hand in hand;

All as one.

Gift from my Aunts&Uncles.

HAPPY 25th WEDDING ANNIVERSARY;

mum&dad,

thank you for being there for me.

i love you.

IS Module Preferencing:
1) IS LS-IMAGE: BUSINESS ETIQUETTE & IMAGE
2) IS COM-CUCOM: INTERCULTURAL COMMUNICATION
3) IS LS-2ISP: INTRODUCTION TO SOCIAL PSYCHOL
4) IS LS-SINV: SERVICE INNOVATION

need to do work now.

instead, i think i'd do BMGT, BLAW & MAEC elearning today.

tmr will be entirely for the death of wonglimin, POA.

damn.

my left knee+cramps is killing me:(

jaa.

booo! :(

2008-12-02T21:47:00.003+08:00

BOOOOOOOOOOO!
im a stupid slacker omg.
i bet my classmates are all prepared for CTs and finishing elearning alr.
OMG:(
i should be shot, not in the foot, but in the head.
sighs.
I JUST DONT HAVE THE FREAKING MOTIVATION TO STUDY MAN OMG.

just submitted the reflection&equiz for dss.
THANK GOODNESS STUPID Unit5Application is due 4Jan. omg.

thats all i did today-.-
totally just put "MYSELF" for the reflection qn that asked "Who do you think need to improve on in the team?" -or something like that- HAHA:/

die die must chiong POA tmr alr.
:(
im so dead.
so much work to do!!!

anyways, does anyone know when is MAEC and BLAW due?
if not so soon, i wont care now eh.
:/
HS/PRIS/ANYONE, PLEASE TELL ME!!!
only the revision kit quiz is due this week right for blaw right? :/

freak BMGT&POA is due this week:(
macro need to do what i also not sure sehhh-.- OMG.

shall do BMGT tonight.

jaa.

bored. bored. bored.

2008-12-01T14:39:00.003+08:00

at the library again.
should be studying.
seriously have no mood at all.
sighs.
especially after looking at the pile of work to do.
omg. TOTAL TURN OFF!
:(

feeling all-so-moody now.
and sha's exam is just over.
coming over now.
seriously CANT WAIT SEHHHH.
i miss shasha:(

i better plan my elearning timetable.
shall do it in this post.

-deleted planned timetable for the week cos i wont/didnt follow it. as usual-.- -
shit. its gonna be a real difficult week ahead:(

omg the macro teacher just called me.
O.O
im like ORH. BYE BYE. so many times-.-
like im dying to hang up on her. LOL.
well, its kind of like that la.. :X

jaa.

LMS. bored.

2008-12-01T11:12:00.002+08:00

okay so im blogging again.
i have nothing better to do like SERIOUSLY-.-
qiying has something on and cant come.
brandon&jack went for breakfast.

so we're kind of done with the script.
the 'escalating' part is killing me.
brandon dont want to act out pissing at the lift lobby.
SHEESH. but its fun shooting him. LOL.
how long havent i been this sarcastic? :/
since i left secondary school i guess.

probabaly doing puppet show for the conflict.
i guess & SERIOUSLY hope it'll be easier than an acted out video.
:S

need to discuss other things when theyre done.
definately not effecient. omg:(
something i really dont like about group work.
SIGHS.

meeting sha after her paper at 3plus.
another 4hours to waste.
cant wait to see my asShalove. (okay that looks like asshole-.-)
hahaha. :X

hopefully project ends early and that i have the motivation to study.
:/

POA this saturday.
im so dead.

jaa.

sarcastic attitude

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friends.

Tsubomi.

love.

words.

pissed off.

one down, three to go.

blogging with sha's lappy

stand by U -dongbangshinki

driving hazards.

night of the shooting star.

happy birthday to me.

BAHHHHHH. pffffft.

joke.

blaa.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! :D

A CAPPELLA!~

sleep deprived.

YEAR2 WEEK1

STUPID!

POLY YEAR 2!

OOOSH!

L owes S bubble tea.

poor baby.

April Fool's day.

walking accident.

BAAAAA.

yessa!

林峰 - 愛不疚

:/

:/

:D

boooooooo.

*foams*

:'(

NEWS -Forever

:(

rubbish quiz.

dsssss.

brrrrrrr.

post #400.

pffffffffffft.

:/

:)

:)

life's too fragile to comprehend:(

freaked out.

cooool.

:'(

talking about stress! :(

You belong with me

lms.

:(

effing pissed.

arghhh.

worst morning.

tired!

HAPPY! :D

BIMBO PHONE! >:(

shagged.

moans.

massu's haircut

2009

accident.

ARGHHHHH.

quiz.

GRRRRRRRR.

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

fight with boredom.

day out with D-ZPS

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!~

crybaby.

POA!!!

woohooo~

POA!

tired:(

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booo! :(

bored. bored. bored.

foams