people regret when they did not cherish their loved ones when they are around.
they feel sad and remorseful not treating them better..
but how should a person feel when she loses her loved ones even though she cherishes them so much?
:(
its so saddening.
its such a painful ordeal to go through..
now its the two of us, seperated from the 3 of them..
2 of which have been with since i entered poly.
they had be friends i cherished so much.
& the ones i felt blessed to have...
:'(
huishan, whom i loved the company a lot, who was such a dear friend.huishan, whom we made fun of; the joy, the soul of the group.& yeeling, the one i love to talk to. the one i adored for her confidence.yeeling, the friend i can crap with about all the relationship rubbish, the one who teams up with me to disturb huishan..not forgetting vicky, the new addition to our group..the funny one. the loving one. the cheerful one.i'll miss all of them so, so dearly.
:'(
it makes me wanna cry.
hope we can meet up for lunches, for study sessions or to go out!
i still hope our friendship would not end just like this..
hope we can still be classmates next time.
sorry cheryl, to have caused you to be seperated from the rest too:(& thank you for being there for me all these while.i'll try my best next time too!its tough not to hate yourself.
cos i totally do.
:(
jaane.
