gahhhh i know i havent been blogging for a billion years alr.
:/ ever since im 18? HAHAHA.
i guess its just because i feel that this blog is not safe to rant at anymore.
anyways, cos im not into the xanga thing (its too diff to use), i back!
hahaha-.-
S, I WANNA WATCH UP!
i updated okay!

since zoe blogged about her introductory poem,
i shall blog mine too.
it sucks more.
pffffffffffffft.

With no inspirations, entertainment,
there's nothing more of a torment
than to come out with something original,
and not sound sarcastically critical.
I'm Limin for you to remember,
and Lemon for you to desire.

yes i know it sucks.
especially the last word.
its so OUT. -.-
i mean, DESIRE ME?
pfffffffffffft. i know, DREAM ON.





life's so tiring its SHIT.
projects, tutorials, lectures, driving.
im getting fat just sitting here typing this already.
pfft.
i shall go on a fruits detox diet alr.
all the food from the buffets SHALL get out of my system!
hahahaha-.-
(i wont stick to it anyways)

im pissed off with pmkt.
its kind of completed already though:/
now, theres FIT.
shit this stuff.

BTE tmr.
i changed by BTT to 27July.
so i wasted another errr, 6bucks.
in addition to the 17+bucks for missing the basic theory lesson1.
BBDC sucks money!
i spent 80bucks just for basic theory!
gahhhhh.



things arent looking good again (travelling part)..
maybe going on a cruise at the end of november.
maybe going to america to find jrkor there.
maybe meeting him at hokkaido instead.
MAYBE.
daddy's too busy and tired to go overseas.
sigh.
cant i just go by myself?
:(


i dread these dates:
19July -Basic Theory Evaluation
23July -JwKor goes back to Australia
27July -Basic Theory Test
15August? -Goodbye JrKor. See you in 9months:(
EndAugust -FINALS SHITTTTTT.


WOOOO!
CAILING LIKES YAMAPI TOO!
(or at least AGREES that he is hot)
hahahah!

i want tegomass' new album & single!
:(
someone, donate $100 to me can?





God, please bless me.
jaane.

be mine, baby

tired from camp.
my voice now is like super sexy la.
lucky there is no aca practice this week...
-.-
whole body ache.
bahhhh.

anyways, camp rocked! :D
ADARATS (Adams Family & RUGRATS) ROCKED MY SOCKSS~
WOOOOOOOO!!!
everyone was nice and fun.
the guys were super funny, and the girls were just so enthu!
i loveeeeeeeeee~
:)
hope to see them soon.
&&especially for the events!





anyways, today was pretty alright.
got to meet up with APS just now.
superrrrrrrr excited!
and stupid Z lied to me. pffffft.
make me disappointed only la! say she'll only be back from hk on the 26th, so cant go out with us today...
but actually she's back since like 23rd?
pffffffft.
it was actually her surprise plan. haha.
and she's under quarantine orders:(
so yeah:(
its okay girl! your call surprised (more of SHOCKED) me!
and i still loveeeeeeeeeee you!
:DDDDDDDDD




got quite a number of birthday wishes too!
:D
many thanks to those who noticed or remembered!
and thanks to puvin for telling the babies and making me wanna cry while i was shopping.
O.O
AHHHH. such a dear! :)
love you guys!

*edited;
call/sms/face-to-face:
simin, benjamin, SHAHIRAH, QURRATU, limei, puvin, sean, PEIXUAN, kaifeng, yongquan, ZOE, yeekhang, chewyan, wenxin &the lady from the bank at the counter.
msn/fb/tag:
doreen, cheryl, yeeda, yunqi, sathya, valerie, hakim, ryan, marcus, kiewu, eugene, jingtuan, rachel, guixiang, shanty, gifford, jasmine, xinhui, xinyi, gabrieljosphine, xinrong, aloysius, jessica, baoyue, mrs soo, priscilla, xenia &someone i think from NEWSinternationalforum. :)

whoa! i love my babies so! :)
so sweet! all 16 of them:)
thank you guys!







jaane.










edited;
I FINALLY REGISTERED FOR DRIVING CLASSES~
WOOHOOOO!!!
so desperate eh?
yesterday birthday, today register-.-




BASIC THEORY LESSONS 1&2:
Subject No: 1.01
Medium: English
Lesson Date: 5/7/2009 Sun
Session: 2
Time: 09:50 - 11:30 hrs
Lesson Charge: $17.12

Subject No: 1.02
Medium: English
Lesson Date: 11/7/2009 Sat
Session: 2
Time: 09:50 - 11:30 hrs
Lesson Charge: $17.12

BASIC THEORY PRACTICE:
Practice Date: 12/7/2009 Sun
Location: ROOM7
Session: 4
Time: 10.45-11.30hrs
Practice Charge: $3.21

BASIC THEORY EVALUATION:
Evaluation Date: 19/7/2009 Sun
Location: ROOM7
Session: 4
Time: 10:45 - 11:30 hrs
Evaluation Charge: $3.21

BASIC THEORY TEST:
-Not booked yet. shall book once im done with the practice; bahhh!-

then theres still the final theory part.
another 5 sessions (including the test itself-.-)
&&the countless number of practical lessons in both the circuits and then on the road.
omg hope i can squeeze out the time! :S
AIMING FOR A LICENSE BY BEGINNING OF YEAR 3!
:D

be mine, baby

i feel like a freaking bad person:(
sigh.





envoys camp is ending.
finally, but i hate it cos its ending.
im really tired.
:(

i need to do some work.
but i dont feel like:(
sighs.


xiangyi, HELP ME arh.
:D











jaane.
now and then, i get insecure.
but words DO bring me down.

be mine, baby

Ohh ohh ohh yeah
huu huu~

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain
I never needed Strain
My love for you was strong enough you should have known

I never needed you for judgements
I never needed you to question what I spend
I never asked for help
I take care of my self
I dont know why you think you gotta hold on me

And its a little late for conversations
There isnt anything for you to say
And my eyes hurt
Hands shiver
So look at me and listen to me
because

I dont want to
Stay another minute
I dont want you
To say a single word
Hush hush
Hush hush
There is no other way
I get the final say because
I don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how i act to what i say
i never needed words, i never needed hurt, i never needed you to be there everyday

I'm sorry for the way i let go
Of everything i wanted when you came along
But i am never beaten, broken, not defeated

I know next to you is not where i belong
And it's a little late for explanations
There isn't anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, so you will listen when i say baby

I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way I get the final say
Because
I don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush

No more words
No more lies
No more crying ooh ooh
No more pain
No more hurt
No more tryin' Oh Oh Yeah
Because

I don't want to
Stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way I get the final say
Because
I don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush

Yeah Oh
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby














Hushhush -PCD.
woohoo~
aca might be trying this song out.
YIPEEEEEEEEEE!!

bahhhh, camp tmr.
irritating.

seoul garden's food is just mediocre-.-
but yeah its cheap..
mummy's birthday today.
taka-ed AGAIN.
pffffft.
singapore is TOOOOOOOOOOO small.
i need to get out of here.
zoe, BRING ME!!!!


still need to pack for the damn camp.
ROAR!
:(












jaane.
&its a little late for conversations; there isnt anything for you to say.

be mine, baby

okay, fine i'll give it in.
BOF (korean version) is pretty nice.
i guess its the magic of drama serials. you ALWAYS get hooked-.-
but i think its the comic author who is the smart one:D
hahaha!
(not giving credits to koreans:P)

and the only cute guy is KIM BUM SOO.
the Yi Jung in BOF.
woohooo-ness~
nice smile.
the others, cmi la.




still, my yamapi is still the BEST.
ichiban!
:D






AHHH, 16-18June have camp.
i hate camps:(
but envoys itself turns me on.
:DDDD






went out with vicky yesterday after the bloody SOM paper.
going out = getting broke.
i spent nearly a hundred bucks!
70bucks on presents though:/
Dance, Subaru is nice!
i dont really like the main character though.
she is so freaking skinny. but yes, she aint pure jap.
the story made me cry. damn.
i should seriously, seriously learn to NOT cry in movies like that.
and its not sad romance eh.
faggot.
watching with Z tmr at the same place again.
HAHAHAHA-.-



went to kbox (after soooooooooooooo many years)!
-.-
this time, with wormykor, godzilla (aka gorilla) and mummy:D
i had always wished for a family outing to kbox.
LOL. yayee~
super happy today:D










jaane.

be mine, baby

what could be salvaged after death?





















i havent been able to have a peace of mind since the call early this morning.
my uncle passed away:(
just all of a sudden, when my aunt came over for a short break.
its said that he fainted in the toilet, and his nose bled.
and the next moment, he was gone.

he is a nice person. very kind and caring...
though he did not hold any jobs due to poor health, he was very generous in many ways.
much, much more than his family members.
but thanks to that, he was not respected by even his children.
i would have slapped and chased them out of the house if they were my kids.

yet now, i doubt they are moaning.
probably one of them still in bed, hungover...
im glad, at least one or two of them is still filial enough to feel sad.
but what can change?
he wouldnt know that they loved him, behind all those disrespect...

without a word, he left.
without his wife by him, no last words.
with no one to care..
who would have thought it would end up like that?
:'(
for my aunt, who knew how his last meal was?
who knew 2days ago, it was her last time seeing him?
and who knew, that now, 2days later, she'll have to sleep in a big, empty bed?

i know, if its me, i wouldnt be able to cope with it.
why are everyone leaving me?
:(
so suddenly, so abruptly.

i feel so insecure.
i want my entire family to be by me.
right now, this instant.
and tell me that they are alright.
then let me feel the warmth in their hands...




who wouldve thought?
:'(

never do anything that would make yourself regret.
you can never expect so much.
give whatever love you can to the people around you...
or it'll be too late when you know it.







jaane.
rest in peace, uncle.
thank you, and goodbye.

be mine, baby

We must learn to live together as brothers or perish together as fools.
Martin Luthor King, Jr.








































suddenly understand how much truth this holds.
but certain things arent meant to be said openly.
'mop up grade'!
yes, learn to live like brothers.
AND perish together as fools.
this Martin Luthur King is a genius.
wtf.







jaa.








ryan!:
patience (asking me to be patient for the email to be sent)

リーミン (me):
patience doesnt come with the name.

ryan!:
haha. wadever

リーミン:
i'll make you really whatever me in the camp! haha!

ryan!:
dont you dare.
i'll kill you.

リーミン:
youre not achmed.

ryan!:
haha! wadever.




-.-
seriously, like that and he lost? LOL.

be mine, baby